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2008-01-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

ohya !
introducing my new blog : CLICK

v easy to rmb .
1 's' , 2 'm' , 3 'i' , 4 'l' , 5 'e' ..

smile (:
tml post ? we'll see barhh .
at my new blog orh ;D
nitez !

2008-01-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR , EVERYONE :D

have a great year ahead (:

2007-12-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

hiie (:
today .. not v happy lah .
last day .. of yr 2007 le .
hmm .
i played toys with my cousins ;D
it's fun lahhh ..
but one of my cousin [alvin] say i tomboy worrxx .
bad lahhxx . but i dun care ..
i go bully his toys ..
i take out this and that . then patch back ..
ohh .. my bro's gf is here .. (chatting outside ) =.="
i dun chat with her de .. no topic ..
and all will behave weird .. except me ... cuz i stay inside th room then ok le ..
hmm .. bac to topic .
quite fun de leh ..
then rujing let me play her wad kelly polly wadeva ..
the put on clothes for the dollies arhh .. then act act like tt .
hmm . when i was young , i dun play tt .
i play tt cooking act act wann .. tt one more fun ;D
hmm .. post until here barhh ..
maybe i will change blog ?
see firstt lahh ..

from this police car ..

to a ... robot ? [blue colour de ]

from a fire engine ..

to another robot [red colour de ] !

my baobeii cousins , ruijing and alvin =)

aren't they cute ? >< de =".=">

hmm .. then i thk .. tt's all barh ?

byebye .

missme and ...

happy new year ?

still early eh o.O

2007-12-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

feeling down agaen leh .
i dunno why lah .
but maybe ... aiyo .
feel so stress =.=
tml is th last day of yr 2007 ..
ohmy ..
i haven't rest finish eh .
next yr class is 2/9 ..
same form cher .. same classmates ..
same noise they're going to make ..
erm . aiyo ..
feel like crying ..
still unprepare lehh ..
miss someone badly lah .
haiixx .

can i cope well next yr ?
recess extended to 45 mins ..
tt means imm going to emo for 45 mins ?
where should i go during recess ..
not canteen , i thk so .
lonely de me ... hahas ......
suddenly .. i felt as if in th world left only me le ..
lost th sense of security in this world ...
lost th direction ...

next yr . got comp ..
first tym . then these few days trainings din go ..
i nid to catch up with them ..
and , next yr still got more trainings to go barh ?
but imm tired ...
really tired .
maybe because of this sickness ..
i noe i nid to be well soon ..
but ...
累了。

iwillcrytonight .
goodbye .

2007-12-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:

seiyi back to post agaen .
erm . today din go forh training agaen .
i tot i was okay .. then din expect tt morning ard 5.30+ like still got lil bit feverish ..
hmm . mummy said cannot go training if i wan to recover fast ..
so no choice lor .. sch reopening soon .. i wan to be a perfectly fine + healthy de ..
...
i woke up at 10.30 today ! then watch tv until 12 and bath ..
after tt .. no appetite .. and feeling unwell de ..
parents took me to see another DOCTOR agaen ..
3rd time liao .. but is diff doc lah ..
this one more handsome =.="
and .. the medicine he gave are more colourful eh !
got red , green and orange ! :]
he asked me to show him my palm .. so weird lah ..
dunno forh wad .. then ask me th question agaen .
"u got sore throat izzit ?"
... third time le ..
then like tt lor ..th medicine are th same as last time .

anw . my aunt and uncle came in th noon .
then my aunt [she's a nurse !] said i overworked le ..
hmm . maybe barh ..
she told me tt when she was at my age , she played netball ..
then everyday 2-5 ... and in th end she landed up in th hospital for 3 days ..
so my aunt said tt i shud go and do a blood test ..
to check if .. i got dengue ... touchwood lah .. cuz i sick for so many days le ..
but i really dun hav lah ..
if hav .. got rashes de ryte ? or wad..
i dunno lah .. hmm ..
i dun hav dengue 就是了 !
i will be fine de lah ... cuz i normally v healthy de marxx ..
just tt ... these 2 mths hav trainings ...
maybe is because of trainings then i sick de ..
haiiixxx ... tired lah ...
eat my medicine le .. but dun hav th "feel" to sleep ...
weather damn hot de ..
everyone must takecare orh ;D
drink loads water ...

stop here barh (:
buaiis .

2007-12-29T19:04:00.000+08:00

Eeyerr ...
wad's wrong with me ...
why kip fever de .. i dun like it ):
hmm . ytd .. i went to pharmacy to buy another thermometer [forehead ] ..
then measure and measure .. 38 degree celsius ..
or 37 going 38 ...

my hands and feet not cold anymore le ..
but why my face still warm and hot de ..
i got drink plenty of water ..
i did eat my medicine ..
i stayed at home to rest ..
but .. why lah ..
aiyo ...
whole body is fine except my face , especially th forehead ..
today woke up at 6.30am ... then eat medicine agaen ..
and sleep lor ..
din went for my piano lesson ... haiixx ... headache marxx .. then eat th panadol ..

i hope i can go for tml 's training ...
i hope my parents allow me ...
and ; my mummy just now said to me .. are u allow to wear jacket for th training ?
err ...
then i replied : " then i thk i will sweat alot and increase th temp agaen . "
...
haiiixxx ..
i hope that i will be perfectly fine soon (:
cuz' that would be great .. dunt u thk so ?

tag replies

hanis : i will takecare (: and thx too :]

choonlong : hmm . never do homework .. nvm de barh .. i want to be a bad gal :D hahas .. and hor .. early happy new year ? ... i nt happy lah .. =.=" i sick liao u oso wun like tag bout sth to show some basic care/concern for a fren .. eeyer .. bad arh ... hahas ^^

til here barh ..
buhbyes ~~
missme and i will missyou !

2007-12-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

i dun thk imm having fever ..
but my face is warm de ..
this is abnormal ..

went knocking my parents' room at ard 2.30am .
"my face warm warm de . i dunno izzit fever . but my hand and feet not cold leh ."
then went downstairs drank water and eat tt medicine agaen lor .
hmm . .. and do cold compress ..
lying on the sofa in living room and sleep ....

hmm . maybe , porridge is the best medicine for the sick ones .
cuz i din eat it since th day i got sick ..
and ytd mummy went to buy porridge for me to eat ..
then i was abit better (:
i really damn detest th bus uncle ..
my surname is "Ling" ... he olwaes write in th card as "Liang" ...
...
haiiya .. i dunno wad to post liaoxx ..
wonder hows th training and th human grabber lesson ...
izzit tough ? izzit fun ?
have they started th home nursing ?
... home nursing like quite interesting de ...
no choice .. i unwell .. even if i go , oso cant do anything well .
and , maybe it will worsen my condition .
cuz my mummy say ...
when i do footdrill , then i will sweat damn lots de marx [for me ] , and tt tym the wind big big de , v cool and cold , so tt's y imm still not recovering yet ..
...
and this is oso th reason why my mummy dun let me go for today's training ..
i nid to rest well , in order to recover fast ...
i will de :]

cuz currently imm sick ... so mummy hav been taking care of me all these while ..
i shud really thank her :D
and oso my daddy :]
he helped me to buy my boots ...
argh .. my boots got hole le ..
dunno why leh ...
friction ! hmm .. must be friction ...
so must oso thanks daddy .

ohmy.. even if i bought the boots le ..
the heels still nid to change eh ...
aiyo .. so troublesome de ... =.=

nth to post much le barh ..
sch starts soon .. and i did not do my bk reviews ...
hope cher can forget tt she hav asked us to do this homework ..
byebye ^^

2007-12-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

hey you ! hahas ...

today got training ..

err . then when i reach home .
...
face and all body warm warm and hot hot de ..
most likely is fever ..
then mummy bring me go see doc agaen lor .
haiyo .. tt doc stupid lahx .
take temp liao , then i ask him .
"doc , wad is my temp ?"
he din ans me ..
ask agaen .
din ans me agaen lor ..
walau .. deaf le lah ..
then i asked him one more time .
he said . " err . not high lah . 37.8 degree celsius "

and ! he ans me th same question like the previous doc .
"你喉咙痛啊？" ...
...
"err . last tym got .. now dun hav lah ."
...
then like tt lor ..
ask me go measure weight ..
hahas .. i lose weight le ! (:
last time .. go checkup is : 49.3 ..
now is 47.5 ...
wahahahs ~~
sick oso can lose weight de ..
wow ... hahas :]
not bad ... not bad ...

then ... let me recall .. ya !
he gav me the same medication like last time .
4 pills but one more is the cough [liquid] de ..
tt one eat liao will wan to slp de .
aiyo ... slp so much for wad. .. like a pig ... =.=
and one more thing .
the doc hor .
eeyer . i hate him lah .
cuz b4 we leave the room .
my mummy said .
she hor .. olwaes nervous de ..

then doc say .
aiyo . xiaomei ....
why nervous . stress izzit . why leh ..
got any troubles ？no nid nervous lahx ... and blahblah blah .

i replied .
dun hav lah . walau .
dun listen to her lah .
and he dare to repeat the same question agaen .
"got stress izzit ? or troubles ?"
then .. i was like this doc nid to see doc ..
diaoxx . hahas .
heckcare ..

tml training . i thk i wun go .
mummy say CANNOT go ..
...
no choice .
and i dun feel like going .
to weak to do anything .
...
stop here ?
buhbyes and ...

MISS me (:

2007-12-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

tag replies !

to all : i will takecare de ..

CL : ... and long tym din see you online le worx .. hahas :]

Eugene`kor : not late lah , the tym haven't past 12 .. but i chose to go le . hahas . will takecare de lah ^^

tt's all barh ..
tired liaox ..
...

2007-12-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

i feel like fainting for today's training .

i really dun like it .

do footdrill for the start ..
do full round ? maybe barh .
and i wanted to die ..
hmm . havent do until the half round .. imm sweating like hell ):
i dun like my body got sweat when do drills lor ..
especially on my face ..
it sucks !
cuz the sweat will drip ? roll ? from forehead to cheek to neck .

hmm ..
then i was about to cough while doing the drills .
...
my hands cold cold de ..
face warm and hot de ..
fever agaen ..
...
my fever havent gone yet and stil went forh th training .
noble ? -.-"
then in th morning.. v cold arh ..
th wind blew here and there .
so cold and cool cool de ..
ah choo !

shud i go training for tml ?
and th day after ?
feeling damn 辛苦 de ..
imm still recovering from the sickness .?
but now , not anymore ..
getting weaker and weaker ..
i can faint anytime . or fall asleep anytime ..
helppp ~ [ must rescue me worx ]
and actual no cough de .. then slowly .. kip coughing liaox .
...
tml got training agaen .
til 3pm ?
hope got lunch ?
but i no appetite ..
every food i see .. i feel like vomiting .
...

i dun wan to eat the medicine leh ..
i dun like to swallow ...
i dun wan to eat 5 pills ...

i thk i gtg liaox .
nid go fetch my 2nd bro from sch =.=

next tym then tag replies barh ;D

must miss me (:

2007-12-25T10:48:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS (:

hmm .. i thk i .. lost my voice again ):
just now kip coughing .. but now okay le ..
haiiya .. at home so boring de ..
sis went back kl le ..
big bro dunno when come back ..
then 2nd bro at sch for 4D3N camp/training [wind surfing].

left me alone in th hse with my mummy ..
daddy working ..
and .. one more sad news is tt ..
my father's father [my grandfather] de younger brother ,
thich is my 叔公 passed away ytd .. in the afternoon ..
haiix .. so sad . altho we not close , but .. ...

tml got comp training !
i wan go .. but .. i lazy take bus arh ..
soo many ppl .. all older than me ..
then i nid to squeeze inside ..
...
how i wish mummy can drive me to sch tml :]
tt would be great ..
and ..

miss me ?
cuz' i will miss you de :D

2007-12-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

心情不好。

imissyou ):

i cant get into sleep ... but mummy kip nagging me ...
aiyo ...

buaiis .

2007-12-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

...

luckily still hav a lil bit of energy to bloq .
today din went for th training .

around 3.30+am ... i still cant get to sleep ..
then felt v weird ..
hands and feets cold cold de ..
face warm warm hot hot de ..
fever ? i thk so .
then went to parents' room .
and knock th door ..
"mummy, 我很像发烧了."
then went downstairs ..
drank water .. both hands and legs still th same , cold de .
so mummy ask me eat th panadol o.O
after tt ..
lie on the sofa at th living room ..
do some cold compress on forehead ..
then still like tt ..
and sleep ..

at around 6.35+am ..
mummy called me , and i woke up by myself first ..
"u wan go training arh ?"
"so late le , why din wake me up earlier ?"
"i saw u slepping v sweetly marx , dun wan to disturb you ."
...
actually by the tym 6.35 ...
i shud be at the custom le ..
but , imm not .
"u shure u wan to go for training ? and you look tired ."
"huh . but then .. trainings left few le .. "
"then if you want to go , go and wash face brush teeth and blah blah blah ."
"[hesitating] do u thk i shud go anot ?"
"up to you lor . u already unwell , still want to go meh ?"
...
and i chose not to go ..
"tell your seniors tt u wun be going .."
"orh ."
so i sms-ed hanis ..
then she asked me called Ssgt Patricia ..
but i din call but sms-ed her ..
she din reply .. then hanis told me to rest at home lor ..
and continue my sleep ............................................

forgot the tym tt i woke up agaen .
then mummy told me and sis to bath and go eat porridge ltr ..
bath , and off we went .
haiix .. the shop close le .. maybe go holiday barh .
then went to another place to eat ..
but i no appetite , just drink the ching tng ..
mummy said . " we go see doctor arh ."
"okay lor ."
then set off to the clinic .
nid to wait 3 ppl ....
then when my turn ..

i go inside with my mummy .
"小妹，长大了hor . wad happen to you and blah blah blah ."
"hands and feets cold cold , 伤风，abit cough ,throat got the "痰" then like fever , and my ear v pain ."
then .. the doctor , use the thermometer and take my temp at my forehead .
"不是很像发烧，是根本发烧咯。"
temp : going 39degree celsius .
...
then use torch see my throat ..
use the stick ? to see my ear ..
"喉咙痛是不是？"
"err . ya .. "
"你右边的耳朵很红。要打针。"
ohmygod ..
i dun wan injection lahx ..
it's not on the hand , but on th butt nia ..
walau ..
i dun wan ..
and my mummy oso cant stand me , so .. i dun nid to take injection ;D
and hor , if i took the injection today ..
the consecutive 2 days i oso nid take ...
...
i dun wan .
so , the doc said "你不打针，会比较慢好。我就给你比较强的antibiotic ."
"orh , okay . no nid injection then okay :] "
....

went to buy bottle of mineral water and bread .
eat the bread and .. the medication lor ..
5 pills in total ..
i eat it with 500ml of water .. th whole bottle ..
and , i swallow the medication ..
erm .. i dun dare de .. but .. for my own gd ... then swallow lor ..
i so brave =.="
...........
then sleep agaen ..
aiyo ..
just now i oso sleep ..
cuz eat medication marx ..
even after closing eyes for 2 sec like tt , will oso fall into sleep immediately ...
...
haiix .
i dun wan post too much ...
no energy le ..
maybe just an explanation for sweeteng and annie they all barh .
tt i din went for the training today ..
i din tell them ..
hope they can see this post ..
hmm ..
til here barh ..

hope i get well soon :]

and , merry x'mas ..

2007-12-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

i dun wan to go to sch ~

sch starting soon ..
i dun wan ..

from what i noe .. karyee is posted to rs ..
she go nt stream ):
haiix .. and one fine day she sms-ed me .
asking plenty of questions .
and one is like tt , who is ur principal and vice principal .
i was like .. err .... i thk arh ..
ohmy ..
i dunno who's th principal and vp of th sch ;D
...
but then , i replied .. the p is mrs sng and vp is mrs thong ..
did i make any mistakes ..
i not v shure nia :x
argh .

then i thk th jubin oso posted to rs ..
he , th haolian one .
yucks . .. i still rmb ...
he show off-ed tt he can play guitar v well in th guitar lesson .
hmm . tt tym , guitar is my cca in sch too (:
and i bought a guitar specially for the lesson ..
and now .. sleeping there ..
then ..
nth to post le ..
...

i have not touch th things i nid to read yet O.o
...
sayonara :]

2007-12-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

虽然事情已经解决了，可是，心里还是忐忑不安。
到底是为了什么，我不知道。

My aunt gave me a X'mas present ;D
It's a mug !
What should i do today ?
Maybe reading ?

things to read : storybooks [i bought mr midnight =.= ]
FA manual [ i din read it at all .. ]
HomeNursing notes [ same with FA manual ]

I'm nothing but lazy o.O

And i noe imm too childish to read mr midnight ?
Aiyo ... Cuz there's 2 stories in a bk marx .
I still , haven't done my 2 book reviews yet !!!
....

Haiixx .. Feeling down and down ....
Tml got training agaen .
Need to wake up early agaen .
Still sick , but regained my voice le :]
Stop here barh ..
I go watch my 换换爱 ..
Just until episode 12 -.-
iamveryslow ~~

byebye .
missme and takecare ppl ^^

2007-12-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY (:

everything settled .
cheers :]
thankyou le .

smile ; iloveyou :x

2007-12-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

i wanna cry le ..

i nid a person to be by my side .. to support me ..
to guide me .
ohmy ,

i am sad now .
not emo , but sad .

2007-12-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

I dunno what to do .
Can someone guide me ?

2007-12-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

i felt useless now .

can i do anything to save this friendship .
ohh .

d e s p e r a t e .

2007-12-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

third post for today .

imm trying to recall .
the past memories .
tt i spent with you all .

even if it's primary school de .
even if it's sad memories .
i want to recall ..

;; can things rewind back to e past ?
like we hav fun during tt tym .
there's nothing impossible in this world .
give everyone a chance , give urself a chance , too .

2007-12-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

this skin okay marx ?

note : imm not acting cute .

just that i thk put something cuter , more pinkish [ altho i dun like ] , maybe can make me a lil bit happy barh ..

remember ; SMILE (:

2007-12-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

hesitatinqq ..

and i dunno it's for wad .. eeyer . feeling down down agaen le .
cheer me up , will you ?
i doubt so barh .

comp trainings going to come to an end , i suppose ?
5 more trainings to go .
maybe happy for this , cuz no nid to be so ****** anymore .
at least when sch starts , then i dun feel tt imm alone .
must be happy T_____T
but i just cant .

should i , create another bloq to post bout some feelings towards something ?
...
so wad if i do .
imm still , like tt .
o.O sad sad sad .

stop here barh .
miss me , khaess ??
buhbye .
smile (:

2007-12-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

NO trainings until next monday 24dec [ x'mas eve ] .

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2007-12-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

I din copy you okaye .

My mummy and bro oso sick ...

Bleahxx .

And somemore , dun hav copyright =.=

2007-12-19T13:46:00.000+08:00

I dunno wad to say .

Why ppl getting sick nowadays ?

must take plenty cares le ;DD

I just hope tt ShuRong will be fine .
She need to wear the brace at her waist ..
As a fren , i'll show th basic care for her barh .
What about , you ?

2007-12-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

I am really SICK now .

It's obvious , if you see me in sch today for th training .

Lose my voice le . Quite serious in th morning but got a lil bit betta in th afternoon .

In th morning i cant talk anything , like a mute .

So dun expect me to shout for th "empat tuan" .
that was a toture for me .

I cant reply to th seniors .
I cant control crowd [at least i can do it ok ok last tym ] .
I cant call ambulance properly [i noe it's still unclear] .
I cant do things lahx .

Th rubbish bin is filled with my used tissue paper .
My eyes are closing soon .

Luckily tml and thursday dun hav trainings .
Or else i thk i will faint barh .
Mummy giving me warnings le .
Not to walk under th rain .
Or my condition get worse ...

Helpless .
Only word can describe my feelings from th start of th comp trainings .
[feel like vomiting now]
It's no big deal to see me so emo or wadeva during every training .
If imm happy , then gd for me barh .
If imm sad/emo , sth shure wrong de marx .
then i thk u'll see me sad/emo more often [mostly] rather than happy .
Maybe this is why i dun wish to go forh training now ..
Got personal reasons .
Oso quite obvious if you observe carefully .

Today , i've learnt a new word .
No , shud be , knowing the true meaning of a word .
isolate
Experienced it today marx .
Actually shud be saying , everyday of my life from th yr of 2007 .
Who dun see me emo in school ?
...
It is really damn common thing to find me in this way .

就算是一句的问候，我也无所谓。
可是，如果连这样基本的关心也无法从你身上找到的话，友谊，还能否持续多久。
或许是我太天真，总把事情看得太简单。
因为，在我脑海里，永远会浮现出“视而不见”这四个字。
原谅与包容。
与其讨厌一个人让自己不开心，倒不如不要讨厌那个人使你自己开心多一些。
这样，自己又学会了包容。
别让一时的糊涂而导致一生的遗憾。

maybe i should stop here .
i wan to be happy .
an unforgettable happy secondary school life with you all .
thk agaen .
gtg .
bye .

and takecare ppl ;D

2007-12-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

dun care bout th previous empty post .

today went for th backbone check up .
everything was fine now .
no nid to go there anymore .
height : 152.4
weight : 49.3

i noe imm heavy .
damn heavy and damn short .
desperate cuz of this le =.=

then . aiyo .
tml got trainings at sch .
hmm .
moodless .
can i dun go ...
-.-

getting things more and more complicated .
aiyo . i dunno wad to do leh .
trainings . trainings . trainings .
can i dun go becuz of some personal reasons ?
unreasonable ones .
this three days , i din read or do anything bout sj .
happy nia .
din read any notes .
tml kena scold by them .
for shure barh .
anw .
tml . maybe will attitude or moody moody de .
for some reasons and , i thk i , sick agaen ):

nid to wake up early tml .
buhbyes and nitez worx .

2007-12-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

I think , i will get really emo one day and , cry .

Cry , maybe no one will know , or even if they know , they will act if nothing happen .

Feeling desperate , empty ..

This song [我不配] really suit my current mood .

I've been ALONE for all these while , yet you can't see it .

2007-12-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

I suddenly found a website [blogskins], which th person make alot of 3 columns de blogskins .

And , it's nice .

2007-12-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

i dun feel like bloqqing .

but now imm bloqqing .

i noe it's lame .

ridiculous . i din even hav a house key for myself .

my uncle and auntie came to fetch th 2 lil imps agaen .

then my mummy drives my bro to the music concert .

no keys in th house ? weird ...

then use the side door lor .

hmm . happy ;D
cuz no one fight wif me for th com le .

todae woke up at 9am . weird .
cuz past few days din sleep enuff .
and still can wake up at this time .
even my mum oso said i crazy .

din read my fa manual and home nursing notes leh .
bad ryte . aiyo . forgot le marx .
i nid a day to rest well and stop thkin anything bout sj which is today .
seriously , i dun wan my life to be filled with sj things .
i dun wan , and i mean it .

maybe . at night will go s'pore . orchard road .
they said this yr de light v nice .
really ? i dunno .
then daddy say maybe todae will bring us there .
but bro isn't here . he went to the concert -.-
so , maybe will postpone to next wk barh .

dunno wad to bloq le lahx .
v sian .
emo emo .
shud i post another post ltr ? an emo one ....
=.=

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2007-12-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

i thk , maybe i not sick but okay le barh -.-

altho in th end , when walking bac to th mrt station , rain v heavily lahx .

and we walked under the rain .

but , i dun thk i'll fall sick agaen tt easily le barh .

imm the most healthiest person in my family , i guess so .

todae leh ...

i dunno why lahx . do case , call ambulance is my job . then i olwaes say it very de unclear .
must fast marx ; ryte ?
then control crowd . walau . i wan die lahx .
so tiring de . hold the ppl the hand tightly ... then reassure .
eeekkks . i'll rather write 20 casualty report forms .
then got a tym , the crowd is annie arh .
thahira busy marx . so . me lor .
annie so aggresive worx .
then tt tym . dunno why lahx . control her control until i suddenly the ribs there damn pain de .
and hor . 偏偏在这个时候 annie "fainted" .
then fizzy say the got pulse or got breathing or wadeva.
i listen til v blurr and in th end i oso dunno wad did i do .
ya . full body check .
quite fun de . i do fast fast leh . then got say correct words lor .
juz tt oso v unclear too . aiyo . heck care lahx .
tt tym , like i said b4 , my ribs pain okhae . and head oso giddy giddy de .
wanna faint liaox .
ahh . luckily end case ~~~

footdrill . at first din do cuz the ribs there really v pain lahx .
sth wrong with my ribs ?
or izzit gastric pain ?
but i dun hav de leh .. hmm . and i did eaten my lunch .
aiyo . then i joined them agaen later on lor .
hmm . cpl fizzy [?] and ssgt patricia , both said tt ...
my reactions , for footdrill , compare to the three of them , i slow by 0.01 second .
i admit i retard :]
aiyo ... i dunno lahx .
no cure le .
but i did really try my best not to slow by tt 0.01 seconds ..

then . tml , sun and mon dun hav any trainings worx ;D
damn shuang de leh .
finally can rest le :]
woohoo ~~
monday got check up ;DD
hope i'll be fine barh ...
cuz if the degree increases , perhaps ... i say perhaps .
i nid to wear that stupid braces on my waist ...
i dun wan .
haiix . god bless me barhh ...

my 2nd bro kip disturbing me when imm online leh .
he weird de .
i training , he can whole day use com .
now wan to fight with me ....
bad ryte ...
nvm .
tml and sun got plenty tyms ...

stop here barh .
buaiiss ;DD

2007-12-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

trainings killing me .

my shoulder and back v pain lahx .
my back got prob one de .

haiix .

dying soon .

fever seems to be approaching me le .
help . i nid help ...

dun wan go tml . can marx ...
haiix . die liao die liaox .

who are you le ....
[blurred vision] .
one . two . three . faint 。。。

-.-

sick .

bleahx .
byebye ..

2007-12-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

oh ya . tag replies ;DD

Hao `kor : okhae okhae barh . hmm . must oso takecare urself worx . dun too tired . then lukin forward when we meet barh :]

ShuR0ng : u've a gd point . maybe be PR forever barh . not bad actually ^^

C L : meiyou -- hahas . my holiday not fun de lahx ;D and , you v bu guai le leh . din update ur bloq le . eeeyer . bad boy arh . hahas . hmm . ya . i still got trainings in december . miss me arh ? wan date me ? diaox . jkjk .hahas . anw ;must takecare orh ((: and u some tym offline when i online . then even i online u oso dunno go where leh .... how cam like tt . wan 放我飞机 ar ? cannot hor :]

2007-12-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

note : something wrong with my acc .
i mean the " seiyi_ling@hotmail.com ".
if "it" sends u wad website . the wad you are block or wadeva .
plz dun open for the godness' sake . beg you lahx .
i suppose it's a virus .
then i cant log in .
hmm . i oso a victim lahx . dun blame me and ps .
got anything wan find me ; juz tag here or msg me barh ;D
buhbyes .
rmb ; dun open the website i send you . N O .

2007-12-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

hiie ;DD
hmm . currently a PR le :]
quite happy de lahx .
then the student pass kena "confiscate" .
and . take pic at there lor .
walau .
zao zhi dao tie another hairstyle .
cuz my fringe cannot marx . then i dun hav clip at tt tym .
the auntie then move away my fringe to the side =.=
heck care lahx . my eyes got open big big jiu shi le .

haiyo . sian lahx .
and oh ya ;D
must really thx sweeteng for her gifts [ lil panda + yingying keychain ]
of course like it (:
panda nia . let me remind of last yr the immersion trip to china wif them .
quite fun barh .
then nth to say much .
心中的秘密,能告诉谁呢?
就把它埋在心里最深处吧...

hmm . i thk i betta go and eat the pizza .
or ltr my 2nd bro eat finish then my stomach "cry" ...
lame ~~
stop here . maybe ltr continue barh ^^

2007-12-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

feeling ; getting more and more miserable .

for no reason barh .
hmm . maybe got reason , but dunno or dun wishh to talk bout it barh .
cannot listen too much songs for me barh .
afraid tt "emo" will come and luk me up agaen .
haiyo .
read bloqs , 了解到写的人的无奈。

“或许世界就是这样的复杂。
人与人之间总是会有许多的磨擦。”

cant deny this sentence barh .
din abstract from where .
suddenly got this kind of inspiration .
hmm . long tym din write my fav chinese compo le .
hope will not deprove .
next tym i shall write one ? dunno lahx .
ltr going for tuition -.-
must not be too emo . or very distracted de .
then cant absorb any knowledge shure die le .
hmm . jiayou jiayou barh ;D

sayonara ><

2007-12-09T16:28:00.000+08:00

backk .

slack all the way from the morning ? no lahx .

after finish my breakfast : nasi lemak + youtiao + soyamilk .
went to wrap the books agaen .
-.-
half hr wrap one bk .
hmm . then do my tuition homework .
still very blurr abt atoms and molecules ... ok ok lahx .
kip on reading and revise shure no big deal for me ;D
hope so barh .

then . mummy say she hungry .
so went to eat agaen . but i din eat lahx .
reach home and online le lor .
nowadays using my other acc but not the normally use one .
came to bloq lor .
hmm . oso find skin lahx .
maybe change to a christmas type ?
cuz cumin le marx .
diaox . why kip raining de ..
haiix . so cold cold de worx .
everyone muz take plenty of cares khaes .
sweeteng mei mei cuming back soon . one more day ;D
yay , can see her le ...
on tuesday barh .
then tml de training not going .
got tuition like i said b4 .
hmm . v sian ar .
long tym din watch why why love liaox .
cuz nid download then lazy to wait .
hmm . until episode 10 part 5 le .
havent continue .
ltr nid go read fa manual to regain my memory .
cuz maybe bcuz of the one wk holiday .
then all forget le barh .
hmm , nid buck up le worx .

and ya , one more thing .
my application for the PR thingy has been approved ;D
wahahahasss .
hmm . daddy say gonna bring me to there on tuesday .
after the short case training barh .
hope can be a PR lahx .
cuz no nid to pay too much for the fee .
and heard tt the fee increased agaen ):
then after be a PR for 3 yrs , can apply for s'pore citizenship
hmm .
then nth to talk much abt le lahx .
til here le barh ;D
byebye .

miss me ; okhae ?

[being excused on every monday de training le (: ]

2007-12-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

hello ;D

today , my two lil imps [alvin and rujing] went back home le .
wahahahas . not very happy nor sad .
happy cuz the hse is more quiet .
sad cuz dun hav hav their noise then no very use to it lahx .
eeekkks . i miss them le .

do i luk fierce ? i dun thk so leh .
but then why my cousin rujing v scared of me de .
i use my eyes and stare at her . she giv me a pitiful luk .
last tym she cried becuz of this .
hmm . not my fault lahx ...
is her who dun listen to me ...
but now got lahx . i thk she afraid of me than her mum ...

haiiixxx . there's a bruise on my right lower thigh ..
walau . i dun like bruise leh ...
ytd at mrt ... wif annie then realise de .
or maybe b4 tt barh .
dunno how it appear de leh .
maybe i bump to sth .
or my boots knock there .
aiyo . ltr nid ask daddy help me rub le .
prefer rubbing than the wadeva cold compress =.="

wrap some of my textbooks le .
nid go and buy the embross type to wrap my workbooks ..
and buy storybk to do my bk reviews ...
haiya . so many things to do .
havent buy bag and things lahx .
havent polish boots .
havent practice piano [kena nag by cher today ] .
ahh . i wan die liaox .

tml dun hav training barh .
heard tt it's gonna change to monday .
then ytd dunno how then hear tt Ssgt weihao say wad trainings is mon wed fri .
omg .
shyt .
shyt .
shyt .
i got tuition on mondays worx .
hahas . then no need go trainings liaox -.-
maybe i hear wrongly lahx ..
then as for the short case de ...
i thk i lost my appointment card for my check up le ..
so dunno wad's the tym ...
lost the card 3 tyms liaox .
scary hor .
not my fault .
i put on the table . then dunno how ...
aiyo ... i still hav the number , so nvm ;D

i thk i shud . change another blogskin ?
hmm . i wan three column de .
ytd i even design a skin ...
for the rssjab de .
hahas . for FUN .
i dunno how to make lahx .
so ... haiix . next tym go learn .
then maybe can use in the year of 2009 ?
=="
wishful thking .
miracle ; plz appear in my life barh :]

2007-12-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

生气了啦。

juz now post de things all disapper after i accidentally click sth .
walau . =="
post alot leh .
then like tt all gone .
aiyo ...
eeeekkkks .
sweating all over le lahx .
bleahxxx .
i so stupid lahx .

2007-12-06T15:41:00.000+08:00

now raining . . .

todae went for the wad recruitment day thingy lor .
nth to tok abt .
hmm . for next yr cca open hse .
then me and sweeteng in same department =D
first aid short case . =="
and oso the high high samantha lahx .
cant contact her leh . sian diaox .
hmm . i becum number 3 in tt short case .
then hmm . treat samantha worx .
hohoho . christmas cumin ....

then after tt go buy wrappers with annie mei mei :]
very de .. aiyo .
nth .
cuz i kip acting strangely ... i mean my actions lahx .
then mei mei oso laugh laugh laugh .
hmm . let's not tok abt it le .
then take bus go home lor .

hmm . i dun like to take bus alone lahx .
very de lonely . but no choice lor .
my queen mother still in genting .
so . aiyo . forget it .
then ya .
tml got training at hq agaen .
until 4.30 .
tired . hope annie will cum lahx .
or i very de lonely agaen ....
buhbyes .................................................................

2007-12-05T17:38:00.000+08:00

hmm .
feeling damn angry and . sian diao .

thought today got training . then went to sch early in da morning .
reach sch . actually felt very de weird lahx .
cuz v few ppl at there . only saw band de .
then saw Sgt yeexuan at the sj room .
went bac to canteen .
and there annie came ;D
listen a while . then went to walk walk .
find yeexuan and say hello lor .
then he asked us y we come . then we were like "huh, y ask us this q?"
he was wearing the sch u marx . then i asked why lor .
he say wad AA they all dun hav training . NC got meh .
hmm . then annie msg Ssgt patricia .
she replied with no training .......

-.-"

but no one informed us lahx .
then me more "ji dong" .
cuz cant expect me to go bac m'sia agaen barx .
i dun wan lor .
lazy take bus and walk okae .
then borrow netball from the sj room .
play with annie ;D
quite fun de lahx . then raining .
went inside .
then oso help them abit lahx .
tho is helping , but we did enjoy ourselves(:
then saw hanis and thahira .
they asked us why and blah blah blah .
so we say ... then hanis say she got msg us .
but we din recif .
so . ya . prob wif her hp . but nau okay le :]

[ something very wrong with my backbone . hope anything wun happen to me . ]

like ur back lahx . u can felt two kind of bone coming out one .
u noe and it is obvious .
then i can only felt one of the bones ..
very de weird lahx . i dun wanna put the brace on my waist leh ):
17 got appointment . must rmb to go .

then after tt . something which imm not really want to share lahx .
went to buy skirt .
at army market . no stock .
went hq . no sell .
then everything is "no" .
then v suey lahx .
at hq . walau . my mummy hor . cant stand her nia .
kip complaining . to the wad public duty wad coordinator or wad .
the wad Mr Sunny Teo ? i thk i cant rmb his name .
is the old one jiu shi le .
ya ... cant stand her lahx . kip saying things ....
blah blah blah .
then i fa biao until cry lor .
haiix . the taxi fares so ex .
heartpain lah . altho mummy paid for it :x

haiix . tml still got the wad recruitment day .
sian diao .
then is wad cca open hse and wad we in which department de .
-.-
not interested .
this is me ;D
i juz wan do sth free and easy .
altho imm lazy but this is not the reason for this .
i love simple =)

buhbyes .....
nitez worx .

2007-12-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

y0 =)

haiiixx .. i din went to buy the skirt agaen .
my old one has mended , then my mummy said tml after training then go buy lor.
no choice lahx . nid wear the old one .
hmm . i admit i fat lahx .
but luckily tml no nid put on the belt ;D
wahahahahhasss ~~
and no nid bun net and hair net . woohoo !
hmm . dunno wad to do le leh .
havent polish my . BOOTs .

eeekkks. and dunno if i do the ironing for my skirt .
cuz mummy's hand injured .
but ok le . nvm . i do my own ,
i very guai de ;D
then ............................................................................................
ya ...
dunno wad to post le yeah ..
i miss you and you miss me :]
everyone miss everyone .

cheers ; and iloveyou (:

2007-12-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

hmm . today din go to the army market lahx .
aiyo . tml then go lor .

my two lil imps [ alvin and rujing ] came to my hse .
they going stay for a wk ;D
hehes . they here at least my hse is more merrier lahx .
hmm .
ltr got tuition .
sian diao =="
cuz i din do my homework .
as in . i dunno nid do wad .
in da morning do some .
then flip to infront de page .
i done it already liaox .
so dunno nid do wad liao lor -.-
haiix .
tml nid go buy skirt . it's a kind of tired lahx .
shyt .

go you-tubing lahx .
buaiis :]

2007-12-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

shyt lahx .

i so loner le worx .

no one pei me lahx . sian diao de lor =="

actual intend tml go the wad army market buy sj skirt wif shurong de .
then asked annie , she cannot .
sweeteng in china worx .
todae sms shurong agaen .
she said she cant make it .
then me ... was like sian diao lor .
cuz she going genting on tuesday . tml she nid to pack.
left me nia ..
then wad shud ii doo lahx .
training start on wednesday .
then my skirt .. walau .
dun wan say much .
tml .
who pei me go lahx ):
hmm . and tml start the tuition le .
sian lahx .
aiyo ...
the homework i oso havent do .
dun say homework , even the book i oso havent even touch lahx .
aiyo .

sian diaox .
tml ... who can pei me go buy skirt ?
and the army market still at lavendar .
nid took so damn long de mrt to go and buy .
aiyo ; lazy lahx .
but wad can ii doo leh o.O

u pei me ? :]
-.- i doubt u can .

miss me , khaess (:

2007-12-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

can you see anything ... it's blur ...

the tattoo on my right hand wif reflection ;D

this small egg tart taste nice (:

wad is this worx ?

a closer look : a glass of coke with ... SALT .

hahas . too much salt le bar ?

[ treat 4 sore throat ; it taste nice too ]

my tattoo :]

871 tickets and behind still got somemore ^^

from the window ... can see the colours ryte .

dunno where liaox . o.O

my 2nd bro and me =)

my bro and sis ...

some more pics in my sis' cam ...

i din bring my cam lahx . cuz daddy took it and left it in factory ):

gtg le .

nid do piano hw .

got lesson ltr :x

anw . my bro dye his hair , nice ?

hahas . now he and my neighbour , de gal live beside us ...

got "ai mei bu qing" de realtionship ...

hahas . he so flirt lahx . hahas . jkjk .

2007-12-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

i shall post things for my 3D2N genting trip =="

wednesday .

took bus to KL . then wait for sis . took bus to genting lor .
luckily i din vomit or wadeva .
but one thing i knew is tt . the bus i sat , ( go genting) , very de uncomfortable lor .
unlike the first bus i sat from johor to kl .
tt one is damn comfortable de .
then i was like a pig like tt .
all the way sleeping .
especially from kl to genting .
altho bus very uncomfortable , making me aching all over .
but cuz very de tired marx . then abit headache . so sleep lor ;D
reach genting about 4.30 like tt .
check in ... rest awhile .
went eat dinner . after tt big bro came .
he drive to genting from kl lahx .
then go arcade there and play play play .
won 170 tickets ... i noe it's less ..
then bro next day got work . so went back home agaen .
then after tt went back to hotel and slp .

thursday .

woke up and went to eat the buffet . so little food de lor =="
then . went to play at the outdoor theme park .
i din play much lahx . cuz hor . all i dun dare de ...
i very de dan xiao in this kind of play play thing .
my mummy oso like tt lahx .
so we juz stand there . waited for my sis and 2nd bro to play play play finish .
i thk hor . i like the .. wad;s tt call le ... "xuan zhuan mu ma" ...
ya . something like tt . altho . quite childish . but hor . i juz like it lahx .
especially the one in disneyland (:
i like it damn lots de khaes .
then after tt . went indoor theme park .
play the bumper cars .
diaox . i dunno wad to do at all .
so anyhow . drive and i thk i was a silly at there , when the rest are bumping with each other and i was like "huh , help me . i dunno leh ." ....
but in da end . me , sis , bro , bump tgt and end the game ...
after the bumper cars . went to watch the 5 minutes 4D de show .
"the adventure of ali baba " .
shyt . cuz 4D marx . then the chair move here and there . at first , making me headache le lor .
after tt okay okay lahx .
then got one scene . got snakes de . no , shud be cobra .
eeeekkkks . so disguzting de worx ):
and there is something pop out at the chair ... at the legs there .
if not wrong shud be wire . then snake hiss mar .
the wire touch my leg and i immediately scream like hell .
bleahx . who dunno i scared of snakes . if dunno hor . u not my fren lahx . hahas .
after tt . sis take bus and went down to kl cuz she got exam next day .
then we went shop . i go buy accessories lor .
buy two pair of clips and one tie hair de .
hmm . one pair of white clips is mine de . the other pair wif flowers de and the tie hair one ,
i intend to giv it to my cousin ;D
i very nice ryte ? dots . maybe i bias to her and her brother -alvin .
aiyo . cuz they two hor . cute maarx . olwaes bully me de lahx .
next tym post their pic here .
my hand got tattoo ;D
yeahs . rm15 then got one le . damn fun de ..
cold cold de feeling ...
actual wan do small but dun hav stock le .
on my wrist there . it's non-permanent de lahx .
ltr post pics ...
hmm . big bro came agaen .
he nth do lahx . driving up and down ...
hahas . eat dinner . and went arcade AGAEN. and play play lor .
total win of 936 tickets ... hehes :]
the bball shooter hor . quite fun de . i like the sound when the ball shot in lor .
the metal thingy sound ... qiang qiang qiang . hahas .
and oso the touch screen de ...
after tt exchange prize le .
and went back to slp liaox .

friday .

woke up lor . then eat .
then check out . then shop .
after tt ... sat 3.30 de bus went back to johor .
big bro oso went back to kl .
the kids sitting behind me making lots noise lor ...
disturb me from sleeping ...
then like tt lahx . reach city square around 10.38pm ...
daddy came to pick us up .
then home sweet home ;DD

hmm . genting there ... cold lahx .
when u talk ( outside) ... oso got the smoke cum out one .
at night or morning can dun on the fan oso can ...
open the windows oso very de cool ~~~
wahhahhahahasss .
bye bye . i go watch my why why love le :]

2007-12-01T00:16:00.001+08:00

hey you ;D

imm back . from genting .
=="

so so de fun .
i din play much .
next tym post more things .
gd nitez :]

buaiix .

2007-11-27T15:19:00.000+08:00

today ; din go for th training ;D

aiyo . tml going to Genting le , of course dun wan go lahx .
hmm . meet my sis and bro at KL . then dunno how go up to genting .
so-so lukin forward to there .
cuz hav been a long tym since i last went there which is 1 or 2 years ago .
so , in my mind , i've forgotten how it luks like le .
it's boring at home lahx .
nth to do . kip online , phone bill shure explode de .
but dunno wad to do le marx .
genting can do wad leh ?
outdoor theme park .
eeekkks . i very de afraid of height and more leh ...
scaredy cat ==

and hor . my knee there . both legs .
the skin drop off le lahx .
so yucky .
then kena mummy nag .
tml go KL . shure kena sis and bro nag agaen de lahx .
haiix . i dunn wan de marx .
but hor . the ground at the multi purpose square in hq really de hard leh .
erm . it's metamorphic rock if not wrong . cuz i saw the floor is like v combined like tt .
got sorts of stones pebbles .... =="
this is geography ~~~

eh eh eh . i continue watch the why why love le ...
in youtube .
but hor .
the stupid connection of mine very de stupid .
some tym got prob then see half way will stop .
pig lor ... but heck care le lahx .
the he jun xiang and wang chuan yi damn HANDSOME de worx .
dudes (:
they hav double eyelids ; khaes .
shuai jiu shi shuai .
especially mike he jun xiang wif his so cute de eyes ...
shure will get electric shock de worx .
hahas .
and hor .
i dunno lahx .
find yansheng and the wang chuan yi quite alike .
hahas . yansheng counted as half half taiwanese anw ...
his daddy is marx .. ryte ?
hmm .
buaiis ....
miss me lahx ;D

2007-11-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

izzit all my fault .
imm getting tired of the attitude le .
i noe you hate me .
but i had enuff le .
got any unhappy wif me ; just say .
giving me tt face really making me feeling damn bushuang .
but wad can i do .

the prob , is you or me ?
i dun thk i hav done any wrong .
u're picking on me .
i can sense it .

i felt tt i dun belong to here .
maybe i shud leave , one day ?
mummy telling me tt imm getting darker and darker , like my brotherr .
but can i do anything ?
quit sj , comp ?
not now . and i dun wish actually .
mummy said i might as well join librarian .
no need to get myself so dark ...
like charcoal like tt .
==
she ask me but not my bro who joins the wind-surfing in sch .

somethinq stopping me .
somethinq telling me faster to get lost .
wad can i do .
felt desperate .
everythinq between us seemed to be past , memories .
and it was like cannot continue anymore .
wad's da use of me , kip acting stronq in front of you all and "cryinq" in my heart .
i cant do anythinq .
i dun wan to regret for joining sj .
it can be very tiring , but it's worth .

-when someone asked if you are okay or wad sincerely , you will feel touch de okay .

i dun feel any sense of security .
i want to post about my feelings towards it .
but i cant .
i will offend somebody and maybe will making the things getting worst .
nobody know how i felt .
every hours , every minutes , every seconds .
i kip telling myself to pull thru .
until the end of the day .
but . i scared i might not be able to be tt stronq le .
cuz i once ........... lost to myself .
i cried .
but , who noes ?

- imm olwaes alone . once and ..... forever ?

2007-11-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

y0zz . everybody smile ;D

todae went shopping .
bought things lahx . and a converse bag :]
then ya . now watching "why why love" - 换换爱。
so . buh byesss ...
and wish sweeteng mei mei ;
` bon voyage .
` takecares .

will shure MISS her damn lots de worx (:

2007-11-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

imm getting tired of it .
but yet i cant do anything .

let's tok about , today lahx .
training was quite tough de lahx .
for the footdrill part .
diaox .
instructor gavin so ... dunno how to say lahx .
walau . fast march do so fast .
i mean the normal marching .
hey . i was panting after berhenti ...
wakau ... if this continue like tt . no no .
because imm sick okay .
onni sweeteng and annie knew about it ...
i cough , ah choo and erherm erherm .
means . i got cough , cold and sore throat . understand ?

shyt . the marching gonna make me die soon .
like wad i said earlier .
i was panting .
but i felt as if i got asthma .
even tho i dun hav . but . i thk hor .
"ben lai mei you dou hui bian you " lor ...
who's fault is tt ?
u say lahx . walau .
cant say too much worx .
ltr offend ppl . but ... cant blame anyone lahx .
i oso belong to tt dun exercise regularly tt kind ...
but hor ...
i nid to make this clear .
if u wan me to fast , my hand will not be 90 45 degrees and will bend .
if u wan me 90 45 degrees ,okay .
if u wan me not to bend my hand , i cant march fast .
and MORE .
cant blame for this . i cant control de wad .
who dun wan to do betta in marching ...
i really did try my best today okay ;D

then cuz lose to the main [hanis and thahira] , we sub [me and sweeteng] .
nid do 40 pumpings =="
i sport idiot ...
40 ... pumpings ....
shyt .
then they oso nid do , tgt do 21 pumpings ...
then left 19 dunno when agaen lor .
shyt .
i thk i nid to go run run run ... just , exercise ...
to make myself at least got a little bit of stamina bar ...
or i thk i will vomit after doing the marching for a long tym .
cuz i feel unwell and uneasy ; khaes .

hmm . emo cheers :]
getting emo agaen le lahx .
anw . tues got training . and i DUN WAN to go .
i really dun wan go lahx .
sweeteng not there . not fun de .
at least her "cool" will make me laugh lahx .
she's cool okay ;D
sian diao . she go so long . two wks leh .
i go genting onni 3 days .
shyt .
shyt .
shyt .
nth . tuition start next monday ... =="

dunno wad to type le lahx .
i wanna change bloqskin .
haiix .
dun wanna go sleep .
cuz i miss ;; someone ;D
shh . this is a secret .

i go find bloqskin le .
buhbyes ...

anw . the home nursing test i juz get 60+ %
diaox .
still fail . and i noe it .

2007-11-24T18:02:00.000+08:00

hey you ;D
todae .

went to buy books with mummy :]
then went cwp pizza hut makan ...
waited for my two mei meis .
then walk walk walk to rp ...
take home nursing test .
100% FAIL for SHURE ):

haiix . passing range is 90% leh .
confirm fail de lahx .
i so short term memory .
kip forgetting the things ...
then hor .
i can say . from the test .
and in the nutrition part ...
hmm . i admit ; my homec quite lan de ...
hahas . but overall i got an A2 okay ...
can get the badge agaen ;D
wahahahhassss ~

hmm . then went back to cwp .
mummy waited for me . and we came home le .
so here i am lahx .
tml still got trainings .
haiix . sick le lahx .
still nid to go worx .
cough cough . ah choo . erherm erherm .
hmm .
hope i get well soon ;D

stop here . byebye .
and takecares ppl :]

2007-11-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

sweeteng: " .... mumm mumm ~"

annie : mr/ms , can u buy some chocolate sticks ?

( like the lil match gal ) :]

this is me "v" .

both lukin tired de faces ==

me and my COOL mei mei (:

daughter and mother ?. hahas ^^

"v" ... but annie's lukin sad nia ):

salute :] ... but too far le worx ...

diaox . my photographing skills v lan okae ...

i noe de .

oh ya . me and shurong saw a cute lil gal in the custom .

hmm . she's DAMN CUTE .

but din manage to take a pic lahx ...

she got BIG eyes , dimples , skin so fair worx .

when she grow up , shure a chio buuu ~

lollita ;D

2007-11-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

hey guyz and gals ;D

hmm . i thk i shall reply the tags first ...

shur0ng : thanky0u queen mother :] love you worx .
mingfang : nvm lahx . i oso dun mind ^^
shenghao : erherm erherm . ur "jiayou" so "mian qiang" de worx ... hahas . nvm . betta than didn't . my timing very gd ? no lah no lahx . and anw . when u mean ar ? hmm . i , forgot le . and i dun luk fierce de . i onni luk serious ... hahas (:

wahahhahahsss ~
todae ; the drill test . we all PASSED ;D
diaox . i still very dun like Sir's commanding ... eeekkks .
i dun like lahx ... hahas . cuz i ting bu dong ...
hmm . then the zip exam . we oso PASSED ;DD
hmm . amirah din take test cuz she past few course din came ...
but really very happy .
cuz hor . b4 exam . Sir said that after we submit paper can go rest marx .
then he will mark . if fail , will nid to come up retest agaen .
then erron and yishen , samantha went off . then me . sweeteng , shurong and annie .
hmm . we go do footdrills in the parade square ;D
ahh . it's fun de lor :]
laughing non-stop de worx .
but after tt serious le lahx .
hehes . Sir cum down and luk for us and wanna ask go up all tgt ..
hmm . not fail altogether worx . is PASSED altogether leh ..
hahas . juz very de happy lahx .
anw .

i still rmb tt when i do the paper .
i kip thking of jay's rainbow ...
kip mumbling there worx .
hahas . cuz aiyo ... imm like tt ;D
hmm .
we went to eat mcd at cwp during lunch .
and take neoprints worx :]
after tt ; we chionqqqqq to sch .
cuz like . late le .
hmm .
then change our clothes ; in the toilet we zi lian agaen .
diaox .
ltr or ya ... then post pictures ...
wahahahs .

todae . very happy de lor .
hmm . ya . Samantha oso berri high todae ...
especially during the "graduation" ceremony ...
woohoo ;D
tml still got the home nursing test ...
ahh . tired , but nid to go k notes le .
so .
buhbyes (:

2007-11-22T18:10:00.000+08:00

erherm erherm ==

currently : SORE THROAT .

ahh . i hate that . now really belong to tt cannot tok too much de status lor .
haiix . painful lahx ...
shud blame to KFC lor .
all their fault . ytd my daddy bought it for my supper :]
then i ate lor .
but now . haiix . sore throat le .
sobxx . cry la lahx . sian diao .
canot shout . or no voice le ):

hmm . todae induction course .
hmm . okae okae . footdrill . actual is okay .
but dunno wad's wrong wif the weather . so hot .
toe got blister agaen ):
bleahx . pain pain lahx .
hmm . DAMN not used to Sir's commanding .
walau . blurr blurr de lor .
then the marching . i wanna complain le lahx .
pain lahx . kena durga's hand hit .
pain pain ... ahh . tml still got drill and the zip test /exam .

._." sian diaox .
nid to read so many things . and still got home nursing test on saturday .
argh . pass range is 90% ...
ahh . i wanna die liaox .. :x

i nid strepsils ...
i nid water ...
ahh .
i nid medicine to cure my SORE THROAT ...
shyt . nid go read le lahx .
i dun wanna fail okae ;D
i wan PASS :]

hmm . tag replies :

shurong - ps . din notice ...
jasmine - laoqongg ; i oso MISS you berri much ;D
ruitinqq - stop the nonsense le lah , hahas :] my beloved cool mei mei cheers .
CL - hey guy ;D i 本来就很黑 okhae ...
Eugene - this few dae ; dying soon ... hahas . jkjk . pretty fine ... thx le ^^

anw . the top scholar for the PSLE ..
damn pro lahx . 294 ... break the 16 yrs record .
pro jiu shi pro ...
must really clap for him/her ?
i dunno lahx ... hahas ....

hmm . i wan the music badge ...
i wan okay .
i got the pratical grade 4 cert le ;D
woohooo ~ cheers ...
byebye .
miss me khaes ...
cuz i will miss you de :]

2007-11-21T13:50:00.000+08:00

anw . just very de happy .
ah ha . for no reason agaen .

hmm . the jay's 我不配 actually is oso the 距离 lor .
hmm . it's nice ;D
i like this song . very de his own 风格 .
he rawks :]

diaox . i dunno wad to post le . i so happy lahx .
crazy crazy le .蒲公英的约定 nice nice ...
walau . shud i buy his album .
but i broke le lahx .
erm . ya . tml got test marx .
for the NC thingy . i still very gong about tt lor .
hahas . online until 3pm . then i say bye bye liaox .
i go ...
read my notes :]

everybody happy khaes ...

i took this pic yesterday . it is me ; okae ;D

din wear spec only marx . hahas .

can see the thingy [treat for acne de] on my face . i used my "v" to cover it .

ahh . there's a pimple there . diaox .

for fun agaen .

byebye .

2007-11-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

happy happy ; for no reason .

smile smile ; for no reason .

todae . such a great day ;D

2007-11-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

._."

this is the expression of me now .

todae attended the first ind. course .
erm . Sam Sir is a very friendly de person(:

then . err . noe 2 more new frens , durga and sharifah .
indian and malay respectively .
they from SiLing Sec . err . rank : lance coporal ><

a.a they . aiyo . i straight straight say lahx .
hmm . ya . nid to be straight forward . this is me ? i thk so .
they hor . hmm . erm . cuz after the course . went to toilet get changed .
the sharifah say hor . wad our seniors v strict then like very de wad ?
hmm . the attitude wasn't tt okay okay type . it's like bu shuang wanna fight tt kind .
hmm . samantha got talk back her lahx . but i thk it's such a waste .
y tok to someone who doesn't appreciate wad u say ryte ?
simply wasting saliva .
hmm . todae footdrill . me and sweeteng attend awhile due to dance lahx .
then when we cum bac. hmm . Ssgt Yekai and Sgt YeeXuan teach marx .
hmm . they v diff lor . at normal activity . maybe they still fierce fierce strict strict de .
ya . they still strict . but just very de different from past lahx .
then she still say they blah blah blah .

ya . her attire . ankle socks , shirt very de almost tuck out tt kind , earstick , ?
thk tt's all lahx .
then when we were changing . i told her tt cannot wear ankle socks marx .
then she say sth like . "my seniors all okay ... then only ankle socks . ur seniors so ... "
blah blah blah . sth like tt lahx . i forgot le .
walau . i really very de NO COMMENTS .
sian diao . then ya . i dun wish to tok more about her .
then another . the durga . heard from annie and shurong tt .
she do nth when Sir asked them to do sth . wad mahjong paper thingy de .
then ya . aiyo . i oso not very shure .
but she , rough . bully my shurong's paper .
dots . there got almost a hole le .

ya . hole . my boots hor . th infront there going to ...
hmm . ytd daddy help me use superglue .
tml intend go find cobbler to use their kind of glue to ensure my boots firmly attached .
hmm . i dun like do case cuz i dun like squatting in a somehow "will u marry me" de position .
this is why my boots . ya .
hmm . anw .
todae ind course quite okae lahx . =="
instructor gavin wore his full u .
then we thk tt his beret was like - small ?
ya . he still very de kor kor feel lor .
then . listen lecture listen and listen and listen .
listen until when no question until they asked then ahh . blur liaox .
Sam Sir hmm . hahas , funny funny .
he knew some of us got blogs .
and .

suggest us to create a blog for rs sjab .
hmm . nice idea ? ((:
who will be so free to create a blog leh .
the seniors . hmm . i dunno lahx .
cuz we like . hmm . still very not shure about the "family" .
ah ha . maybe i go create one for fun .
hmm . use da account for our sec ones de .
hehes ^^
for fun lahx .

hmm . dance was like so . aiyo . me lahx .
i kip luking at the floor lor .
the 1/6 they all . so enthu pro pro de .
hmm . refering to peiyi's grp .
hahas . she so funny too .
ya . then like tt lah .
hmm . so tiring now .
neck pain pain .
oh ya. i thk i prefer to "bang" at the quadrangle rather than on the road lor .
eeekkks . i scared i fall lahx .
hmm .
after tt . we went to . parade square and do some slow march .
imm the retard one . i very de admit .
ya . then do some slow march keblakang .
wahahahasss ;D

hip hop version ? ==
turn fast fast tt kind lahx . hahas .
then me and swee teng do the mongolian dance . wif the skirt one .
in the parade square :]
yeahhhs . it's fun lor . dance . fun .
altho i dun do well in tt . but it's fun .
and .
very de unexpected tt mr tay tt dance instructor noe my name .
miracle .
cuz i very "quiet" de marx .
in class maybe . outside ; dun thk so lahx .
i can get very high like todae okhae ;DDDDD

hmm . forgot to post wad. when i rmb then cum back agaen lahx .
so . say goodbye first ^^

2007-11-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

walau .
tt weijie hor . so bad lahx . use mingfang's name in msn then chat wif me .
dots . aiyo . dunno how to say lahx . then say if i noe got ppl like me and blah blah blah .
then cuz . ya . erm . mingfang knew de mar . then i was like puzzled when she already told me .
but then nau the "she" asked me again . and i fell into the trap lor .
sian diao . weijie bully me lahx .
hmm . hope he dunno things he shudn't be knowing .
and i nid to be more careful to check the identity of ppl when i nid to tok to him/her .
cuz very de . aiyo . getting lesser sense of security le lahx .
hmm . he hor . oso say lots of craps lah . ==
so . need pretend din see anything to avoid myself getting "hurt "agaen ? =="
dun understand wad imm tokin too .

haix . tml got training agaen . it'a kind of "tired" to me .
not the normal tired . it's like . aiyo . dunno how to express it .
no one noe wad's imm thkin about de lahx . no one will .
hmm . ytd de me . was like . ahh . i thk really fever le lor .
face there warm warm de . feel like fainting . cuz watching them do case marx .
then dun wan disturb ? ya . dun wan disturb so . waited for the case to end quickly .
hmm . maybe if my primary sch frenz like ceslie , nicole , cynthia , beverly . they same sch and same cca and same comp wif me. maybe when they saw me like tt . they for shure will ask me "u okay mar" "wan tell senior" "i help u take ur water bottle for u" ...etc . something like tt .
i thk they will . cuz they really very nice de frenz . hmm . noe them quite long liaox . so . ya .
they really are the kind of good frenz that i have . this is a fact (:

then came to riverside . to say the truth . i cant find any gd frenz like them and dun feel that i hav any fren lor . last tym wun felt like tt de . but as time pas by . i felt as if imm extra .
hmm . not as if . is exactly . i noe . when i tok sth like tt . ppl will say i emo or wadeva .
but they really cant tot for me de . maybe for my primary sch gd frenz , ces , nic , cyn and bev . they at least like got try to cheer me up and like very de humour . funny funny like tt .
but i cant find this in my current frenz . NO . i cant .
sometimes . i thk even boy de frenz are much more betta then gals .
truly speaking lahx . maybe in primary sch . the boy i get well okay okay are hsing liang and weihao ? ==
ya i thk so . at least they are very de fren lahx . then in sec sch . maybe . hmm . maybe cl ? yishen ? yansheng? weihao ? ya . maybe juz like tt only . at least they can show some frenz will show de care .
hmm . sian diao lahx . i can feel that my face is getting warmer and warmer .
and tml still got training . nid to feel this kind of "tired" . and this kind of unproved-fever .
erm . i dunno whether i got fever lahx . mummy say is cuz i din eat at lunch and cuz of raining then like tt . dots . u thk i will belif that ? no . i wun .

hmm . in an odd number . there will olwaes be an odd one out .
for this situation , i am the one . no one can noe wad i feel at that point of time .
i told myself that it's going to end soon . hmm . maybe for everyday .
i will tell myself .

just for today , i will not cry .
just for today , it will be okay .

whenever tears in my eyes gonna drop down . i will luk up .
telling myself this . but . i noe i cant be like tt for everytime .
so wad . is there any use . hmm .
no one can understand the pain . it was like the needle prick into ur skin . or maybe ,
heart being stabbed . i dun care if it is indirectly or directly .
it is still the same .
i dun wan to be like tt . i dun wan . but can i do anything .
u cant expect me to quit sj , quit comp , ryte ?
trainings already halfway thru le . how can i make such a selfish de decision .
i noe wad imm doing . i noe . that is why i was feeling damn angry and unhappy of shurong's incident .
i thk i shud not post such things anymore . for now .
future , the chances are still high .
just hope tt i will be alryte ?
and no more "fever" for me.
cuz imm tired . trainings cuming and i cant just sick .

but imm feeling very de tired .
i dunno whether i will just faint anyhow . or maybe a high fever .
everything is possible .
but i gtg le .
gd luck for me tml .

bye .

2007-11-15T17:09:00.000+08:00

just now went for the gathering . hmm . berri few ppl .

me
ceslie
nicole
beverly
kakershaw
joshua
zadil
faisal
fariz

only ... wa . 9 ppl . hmm . at least betta than no ppl lahx .
hmm . just like tt . b4 that had dance lesson .
hmm . my time is 1415 for exam and need to report at 1335 .
then told mr chong lor . he said will tell the tic lahx , to excuse us for 1 hr .
bleahx . this is his business liaox .
funny lor . him . cuz my IC is malaysia de marx .
havent filled finish de .
juz only my bdae . then he called my name : shiyi .
dots . very de not use ppl call me in my chinese name . loss of memory （失忆）==
which actually shud be 诗意 . hmm .诗情画意 ... eh eh ... poetic nia ;D
but imm not okae .
sian lahx . hmm . tired .
really very tired . dunno whether izzit juz nau when rushing to cwp .
cuz raining marx . then get myself wet wet ; like going faint like tt .
head pain pain ><>
hmm . i dun like to be sick . very de annoying lahx .
then find someone berri de weird lor . he's getting more weird .
aiyo . olwaes alone de . hmm . i dunno wad to do anw . cuz i cant help in anw ryte .

突然感到很疲倦。很有一种感觉，仿佛我将会睡一场很长很长的觉。头很晕。
可是脑里不断浮现出他的背影。我知道我们的距离已到尽头了。这段距离，好像不会缩短了，即使是一公分，好像也不可能了。又是因为什么？我的错，还是他？不是，我们都没有错，只是勉强又所谓的“有缘无分”吧。或许，原以为还有机会和他成为好朋友的我，是时候，又应该慢慢地学会忘记他了。不知不觉，我又想起了石欣卉的那首歌“我知道”，还有林依晨的“听见” ，我现在的心情，跟这两首歌，一样吧？
以前：“友达以上，恋人未满”。现在，什么都不是，而且还是那种隔了一层玻璃的陌生人。
或许，应该说是，最熟悉的陌生人。咦，是萧亚轩的歌。哈哈，我喜欢听歌啦。所以很容易联想到一些较熟悉的歌名或歌词。这就是我啊。
失望就是失望啦。每个人都有自己的自由。他要怎样我还可以怎样。我又不是他的谁。没权利控制他（我也不想，拜托。）。
哼。不管啦。属于你的，就是你的。不属于你的，勉强也没用啊。
我应该要学会放开...

#你不开心的眼仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘距离就算再靠近眼前我们一样没交点没有你的世界就像寒冬没有春天依偎少了你陪在身边我的四季只剩下冬天悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演静下来的世界有我的思念也有你的空虚无边 *你有没有听见寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延它住进我们之间消耗着我和你的永远思念的呼唤传遍每条街就算你走的再远累了回头我就在你的身边

from the "it started wif a kiss " ... 恶作剧之吻 ,的听见。
tml still got training . hmm .
tired lahx . must wake up early early around 5.30 and take bus by my own . sian .
hope my mum can fetch me back lahx . lazy to take bus back home in the night and my dad oso dun like it . hahas ;DD

got to say goodbye :]

hmm . hope ceslie and nicole can go Genting tgt wif me ((:
i thk we will be having a great fun if we go tgt .
hmm . both are once my dears okae .
"once a dear , always a dear " ..
hmm . i strongly agree .

2007-11-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

hiie and hello .

read FA manual until page 120 le .
ltr then continue lahx .
hmm . very de "lin shi" being informed tt todae nid go sch for an outing breifing .
dots . if i noe tt the outing date is on 28 nov , i shure will not go .
hmm . cuz going Genting from 28 to 30 nov . if not wrong lahx .
mummy plan de . none of my business .

so the outing gonna be at east coast park there . hmm .
long tym din go there liao lor ... few years le .
they going to hav some games as in some water activities , i thk so .
hmm . damn luckily i cant go ...
cuz i damn scared of water de ==
who dunno wor ... u not my fren lahx . hahas . jkjk .
hmm . then after tt . went to cwp wif annie and shurong ...

went to shop . buy hair net and bun net lor . clips selling there is too ex le lahx .
so i din buy . then head to metro there . luk at the clothes ...
went to basement . hmm . went to buy bbt . then walked to mcd .
and EAT .
eat french fries wif our bbt .
then nearly in the end . the three of us felt DAMN COLD de .
faster eat . then rush out of there le .
ya . then home"sour"home lor . andd and and ; i saw JESSIE in da morning :DDD
wakkakkakassss ~
and here i am .

oh ya . got wad induction course nia .
for three days . 19 , 20 , 23 nov .
hey hey hey . you out there .
imm stuck in 19 , this day leh .
got comp training , dance and now , ind. course .
ms ong sae can excuse from comp training ? if nt wrong .
hmm . i v forgetful de lahx . then dance . erm . how shud i arrange the tym ar .
luckily the ind. course is conduct in sch . phew=="

comp training : 8 -12
dance : 8-5.30
ind. course : 8.30-5

see lahx . hmm . i intend like tt lor . go for training for half hr .
then go for course . lastly left 30 mins . can go for dance .
dots . imm in first grp anw .
then . i thk tml i will ask the dance instructor if my grp and sweeteng mei grp ; shurong's and samantha's grp ; yishen and erron's grp ; annie's grp and amirah's grp arranged in the last 30 mis .
dots . very de dots . how could it be possible .
and there i count . juz ryte . 8 ppl in total . hmm . equal to a grp .
get wad i mean . hmm . we one grp lor . =="""
meow meow meow . imm thkin really very impossible de things leh .
but . aiyor . then how are we going to make it for our dance ?
imm not money face , but i felt very de unworth for my $50 leh .
imm not s'porean , thus not using the edusave ; but using my own money [ father's actually ] .
walau . very de tao yan leh ><

hmm . tml gonna ask the dance instructor le lahx .
dots . i realise tt i din thk for the rest in the grps .
maybe juz becuz of me and the rest , they need to stay untill tt tym which actually they can go home after finish the dance . hmm . wad shud we do .
haiix . the course is compulsory . we need to take an exam too after the courses .
aiyo . very de .
i dunno wad to do .
and no one pei me go home after tt .
no no no . i still got shurong . hmm . gd . cuz elysia nt cumin marx . ryte ?
hmm . we'll see wad to do le lahx .
everythings seemed to be so complicated and messy in a sudden .
agree ? maybe juz FORH ME :]

nnd . going to the gathering tml .
at cwp seoul garden 12.30pm . hope i wun forget ==
told ces liaox .. hahas ((:
to leave a seat for me . dots .
ah ha . lukin forward for tml laa ;DD
damn happy and EXCITED .

goodbye and plz miss me ^^
hmm . imm like tt de ; okhae "
stay cheerful and take extra cares everyone :x

bye bye ::

2007-11-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

you are not that "important" in my heart anymore .

2007-11-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

dots .

imm boring ... at home . ==
cant go anywhere lahx .
mummy shure sleeping agaen .
2nd bro . go "shopping" agaen .
me , online agaen .
very de sian lahx .
still very de sleepy .
ytd nite ... aiyo . i thk din slp enuff tho i woke up at 11.25am todae .
juz felt tt my eyes very de sleepy .
brain was like din sleep at all .
headache le lahx .

(yawn) ...

dunno whether i shud go for the gathering .
on thursdae . after dance . hmm . 12.30 ... quite rush de .
going to seoul garden . hmm .
very de . confuse if i shud go this or ... that ...
hmm . actual intend go watch movie de lahx . "the game plan" ...
already "shang ying" liao ryte ...
aiyo ... dunno lahx .
if i go gathering .... if i dun go for gathering ....
aiyo aiyo aiyo ...
if i go for gathering , sry to someone ......
if i dun go for gathering , ......... ahh . ces and nic going too ....

hmm . i dunno lahx =="
but need to decide asap .
stop here le .
buhbyess :]

2007-11-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

erm . harlow ;D
reach home at 8.40 ++ cuz mummy pick marx .
training end at 6++ ... T___T "
todae . hmm . wad shud i sae leh . so "jian wang" .
hmm . todae and ytd hav trainings . quite tired lahx .
especially ytd . in the morning . my eye . i thk v swollen lahx .
do footdrill like wanna close eye liaox .
aiyo . i do drills . always show facial expression de lahx .
wadeva it is . sad . tired . angry . happy . wadeva .
hahas . juz . u noe . very de "zi ran fan ying " :]
aiyor . i very de . cant control emotion de marx .
some tym emo . some tym happy dao siao .
aiyo ... mental prob ... hmm . this is me .
eh eh ... i wan say wad le .....

hmm . todae training . "okay" lahx ...
do da case . meow meow meow .
cp cuiping so .... my god lahx .
so "ji dong" .... then i was like ... dunno how to sae lahx .
actual got question in my brain " can scold ppl ?"
erm . not i wan scold her lahx . juz tt . when face this kind of prob .
aiyor . if it happen in somewhere in my dream .
i thk i'll scold leh ... " u hav enuff le marx . calm down lahx . walau ."
hahas . i thk i will sae this line . hmm . "walau ." ...
becum so ... aiyo ... dunno why lahx ... juz ... haiix .
maybe dunno wad to sae then very de cannot stand so ... ya ...
hmm . i noe my eng v "lan" lahx ...
meow meow meow . at least i pass my SA2 okae ...
hahas .
do case ... haiix . i shure die de lahx . calling ambulance .
hmm . aiyo . haiix . got prob lahx . i tok so slow . all so .... dots .
cp cynthia sae soft ... hmm . tt tym no mood lahx ...
excuse ...
still got something . cant rmb nau lahx . short term memory okay ...
hmm . and . and ... ahh ... drills . my slow march hor ... and oso wif the turn .
i die liaox lahx . i very odd one out lor . i thk i olwaes very slow de ...
i got short legs . i dunno . i dunno . I DUNNO . then leg like going to bend lor ...
cuz like very de big step FOR ME . hmm . i thk they oso got pei he me lahx .
juz tt i too ... haiix . no medicine le . wif the turn . haiix .
this one ... haiix . haiix . i cant balance . til now . still cannot balance .
then like wanna fall . hmm . izzit my skirt's fault ? i thk my skirt unsuitable for me leh .
laz tym . when take uniform . [during camp] ... the shiirt is "s" lor ... and i shud be "m" ...
hmm . then skirt cant open big big ... leg ... hmm . is leg . or else my skirt torn agaen then die liaox .
anw . my skirt once torn b4 ... at the side ... cuz tt tym . hmm . nid put beret in pocket ...
ya ... imm fat and i noe it ... and so it ... torn lor .... hmm . imm still wearing the same skirt ...
but already mend it liao lahx ... bleahxxx .

change topic . err . one more guy got DOUBLE EYELIDS . hmm .
is instructor gavin ... == [ he very "kor kor" de feel leh .]
errmmm . not mean to "tou ting " his conversation wif Ssgt patricia lahx .
is "wu yi jian " ... hmm . he older than her by 2 yr ( got wrong marx ?) , which is older by my 2nd bro a yr ...
hmm . very de adult luk lor ... my 2nd bro ... aiyo . childish lahx .
still wan play de plane nia ... erm . the toy toy one . but ... ya . the age is suitable lahx , of course .
meow meow meow ... and i change topic . very de sian lahx . shure got panda eyes tml ...
heck care .... hahas ;DD

a ... a ... still got anything to type ?.... thk thk thk .
all is sj de ... haiix . erm . personal .... eh .... hmm . nth .
and we go meow meow meow meow ~~~~~~~~
lame ... =="
really dunno wad to type le .... dun wish go slp .... cuz cant get into slp ...
aiyo aiyo . reply tag .... wahahahas .

to [ S. ] : ya hor ... u got leh ... hahas . double eyelids cheers ;D
[Jasmine laogonqq ; lilin ; vivian ] : errr . hmm . ya . relink or link . maybe err . not now . but will do it asap .
[Choon Long ] : ya . ur eyes small .... okay lahx . anw . if ur world is small ... hmm . something wrong wif ur spec leh ... hahas . jkjk lahx ((:
[ruitinqq `mei ] : okay le lahx . my eyes . hmm . it's fine now . and i can open BIG BIG le ;]

hahas .... dots .
i thk shall end here lahx . to some . erm . sry juz now ... de " 不告而别" ...
very "rush" for no reason . hahas . my mummy came to pick me ... hahas .
aunt stuck lottery ... hahas . giv me a rm50 ... at least betta then nth .
erm . shall stop here . feeling very de high ... so muz calm myself down ... ==

things i intend to do .
tml : sleep . online . piano . polish boots .
the day after tml : read FA manual . read . READ . maybe online . maybe shopping .
thurs : dance lesson . then ... hmm . err . ya . i rmb de . and i need to buy hair net , bun net and clips ... dots . cuz i too ... "rough" .... then ... it was like going to ...
fri: TRAINING DAY . 9-4.30 pm ....
sat: blah blah blah . piano . polish boots . read ... blah blah blah .
sun : TRAINING DAY agaen . 9-4.30 pm .....

and here i went off . buaiis . and smile ppl ((:
takecares tooo ....

2007-11-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

hey you . check it out yo....
meeooooowwwww ~

it's lame de lor .
hmm . todae got a bad news to announce .
my left eye de eyelid there swollen liaox .
dunno why lahx . so quite pain de .
berri de difficult to open eyes . but still , i came to bloqq ...
anw . gd news is tt . my left eye still got my fav double eyelid .
hmm . i love double eyelid .
about this ... hmm . realise tt not many boys hav double eyelid .
my 2nd bro got . onni me and him inherited the double eyelid genes from my mummy .
as for my big bro and sis ... ah ha . single eyelid ... from my daddy ...
hahas . then eyelashes ... long long de ...
hahas . it's me and my 2nd bro agaen ... wahahahhas .

besides my 2nd bro got double eyelids .... hmm .
who else got leh .
the boys .... let me thk ,... weihao got ...
yansheng dun hav ... boonjian got meh .... choonlong... ? got ar ? jiajun got ....
erm ... still got who ... eugene kor dun hav lahx ...
yishen? dun thk so ... erron ? i thk hav leh ...
hmm . to noe any boy de frenz ....
i'll at their eyes first ,... hahas . to make this observation ...
anw . the boy who hav double eyelids .
got two guyz i thk very nice de . one is my 2nd bro de .
another guy is tt guy ... hahas . shhh . it's secret .
meeooow . i ONCE lyk him lahx , hahas .
now dun thk so ...
raining heavily outside ... hmm . long tym din see rainbow le ...
miss rainbow soooo much .

skip . hmm . back to the topic .
double eyelids ... i like double eyelids de guy ... hahas .
berri CUTE . like the Danson ( Tang Yu Zhe ) ? got spell wrong anot ...
hmm . and the Chen Yi ... hahas . very cute lor ...
their eyes so pretty de .. hahas . but . Jay's is single eyelid .
oso very cute lahx ... his eyes oso small small de .
hmm . juz like tt lahx .
reading my home nursing notes ...
tml intend read the first aid manual agaen .
meeeoooowwwww . eye pain pain ...

miss you greatly .... ==
anyone very sian can go sweeteng's mei blog there .
go check out the GROUPS ...
hahas . quite lame and funny de ... -.-
juz like tt bar .
tml dunno can online anot ...
got piano at 4pm . til maybe 5.15 like tt ..
then . next dae still got training .
until 4.30pm ... then instructor maybe ask us do one round of footdrill agaen .
maybe til 5 like tt . then change ... 5.15 ... walk there ... 5.30 ...
take mrt ... blah blah blah .... reach home maybe late late le ...
mondae i thk oso got training ... then rest few daes . then DANCE lesson ...
hmm ....
hahas .

till here le lahx . hope my eyes recover soon .
cuz very pain nia ... sobxxx .
need say goodbye le ... very de 'she bu de' ... =.=
hmm . plzzzz .... i wan recover soon ....
buaiis .
iloveyou* ; to 某某人 [ shurong ; annie ; ruitinqq ; mister ]....

ps : previous post plz dun thk too much . juz craps .

and i wanna change blogskin agaen .
lazy to do editting ...

2007-11-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

imm back to post .

hmm ; now ..
i shudn't be online de . but . no mood .
kena scolded by mummy . very de innocent .
so here i am .
actual wanna find someone to chat de .
altho got online . but . i just dunno how to start the conversation .
and it ended silently .

went to someone's blog .
the song really damn nice . my feelings in it , too .
hmm . it's " Gotta Go My Own Way "
from the High School Musical 2 ... hahas .
Can find the song and listen . hmm . really nice .
strongly recommend . but never get urself emo after tt .
cuz imm like tt ryte now .
can feel the "distance" in the song . hmm .
watch the show b4 .

so i change my blogskin AGAEN .
hmm . somehow havent edit lahx .
going to do when got tym . a lil bit lazy to do so .
tml is . friday ? if not wrong .
my boots luks so dull . v difficult to polish .
haiix .

- the distance between us seems never get shorten by even just a little bit . i tried , but did you ? trying my best , to never give up . and imm still waiting ... always . but whenever I get my hopes high , I watch them fall everytime . i felt helpless ...

and i will stop here . i thk imm going to be alryte .
bye and ; takecare .

: always cherish the ppl around you , dun let chances slip and even without noticing .

2007-11-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

hiie hiie ... todae no training so imm back to post agaen .
hmm . ytd then decide cancel cuz of the sec 2 , getting their streaming result ?
or wad ... ==
hmm . and i'll start tokin about ytd ...
it's still da same walk to HQ there . then due to the rain .
din do footdrill first . then went to the hall there .
do some practicalssss . causing me sweating all over . especially my hands ..
hmm . do the full body immobilisation on yishen =="
walau ... omg lahx . i really dunno how at first lor .
forgot all the places tt need to immobilise ....
so . take a peek at my sides .
then rmb where liaox .
wahahahahhasss .
hmm . my left hand , near the knuckles there ...
the skin fall off liaox .... haiiix . damn painful when in contact wif water or sweat .
then after tt nid wear the gloves mar . meeeoooowwww .
it's painful de ... cuz i sweat marx ....

hmm . after tt . got try the cpr thingy ...
i try on sweeteng mei ... relac ... my first kiss still wif me ... ==
hmm . juz for the boys . erron and yishen . no offence ya ...
got touch abit ryte ... hahas . damn funny de .
then after one round of this . break ....
then nid try agaen . the boys went to be casuaties .
left us the gals . hmm . i still pair up wif sweeteng .
then 3 pairs mar . we do laz . i mean . i , doo laz ....
haiix . shure noe de marx . i so stupid ... shure done lots wrong de ...
hahas . then cuz . the "casualty" got pulse no breathing ? wait wait wait ...
i blurr liaox . nvm . ltr go check . then nid giv 12 rescue blow marx .
walau . " blow -three'a'thousand, four'a'thousand , five'a'thousand-blow " ....
i kip doing 9 tyms ... shud be 12 .... but very de confuse when nid to count the tyms ....
same as the 30 chest compressions ... =="
haiix ... so tired after tt . then break lor .

hmm . do footdrill ... still got drizzling but okay lahx .
hahas . a number of them kena mosquito bit ....
but i dun hav leh . seriously , none .
odd leh .. both my mei meis being attacked .
then sweeteng mei was like very de bushuang diaox ...
calm down ar ....
hmm . in da end . wa . i thk at least got a bit improvement lahx ...
hahas . tho i still felt very odd doing the slow march and wif turn ....
then like tt . end the training . went to the mrt station there take mrt bac ...
hmm .
the crazy mental prob and self high de me .... ahh ...
self high agaen ... hahas . at there ... and in the train . i kip high high high ...
but they all so low de ... maybe tired le bar ...
onni me ... crazy there .
hmm . change train .
we sat opposite wif the guyz marx .
then yishen sat infront of me . erron sat beside him .
hmm . if nt wrong . annie and sweeteng were toking there and i was listening to my U3 .
yishen was tokin to the phone marx .
hahass ... noe wad .... 顽皮 de me 模仿him ... hahas ...
so fun nia .... nau then i realise acting on some ppl can be really fun too ...
can try ... hahas . i recommend :]
maybe juz for me lahx ... i got sot sot de marx ... hahas .

at first yishen din realise lor ... erron told him ...
so my next target .... ERRON .... hahas .
but his action too few le .. not fun ... so i went bac to my old target yishen ...
hahas . it's funn .
hmm . nid change train at yishun ... sian diao .
then another one oso .
so next one . we juz went inside the train ... heck care liaox ...
hmm . juz like tt .... ahhha ...
anw . during footdrill when we hav break . i kip "meow-ing" wif annie ...
like old macdonald had a farm , wedding march ....
we kip meoooowwww .... hahas .
had quite a great fun lahx .

hmm . i reached home at 8pm nia ... late le ...
then dunno y . tv broke down so went to upstair and watch lor ...
hmm . i realise tt my 2nd bro actually quite dote me de ... hahas ....
smilee ... dunno wad to post liaox ...
imm gonna say 'bye' to emo le ....
wahahahahhassss .
cheer for me((:

bye bye o.O

2007-11-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

hello . todae okay lahx . juz nau kip DC . then post de things dunno fly to where le .
but no energy to angry . juz , forget it lor .
hmm . had the first NC training ytd .
still okay de lahx .
imm no.4 , sweeteng mei is no.2 ...
hmm . Ssgt Patricia and Ssgt Sylvia train de .
juz like tt . dun wishh tok much cuz no mood .
so . since imm no.4 ... then ....
cuz got the home nursing de mar ... then is 1st nurse lor . do the practical .
then for the first aid case de . will do the job to call the ambulance .
okay lah . cuz do b4 during the annual camp .
hmm . for home nursing . wad i worry is tt . ... the bed bathing .
told my mummy le . she said muz be very "nai xin" to the elderly . then muz smile smile happy happy de ... Ssgt Patricia said de . but ...
i sumtym happy happy , sumtym sad sad emo emo ....
emotion very de not steady leh .... hmm .
but i'll try to do my very best lahx ... like wad i said b4 , i promised to do well .

as for footdrill . hmm . learn the whole set in a dae .
the onni prob i hav : slow march .
cant balance lahx . even grip the hands tight liaox .
still like wanna fall like tt .
hmm . juz the slow march and wif the turn one ...
i kena crazy diao .
in da end . nid show to the instructor marx . haiix .
i kip do wrong . really very de ... haiix .
the three of them ( thahira , sweeteng and hanis ) so pro de ...
me leh . aiyo . thk tt i will "tuo lei " them nia ...
very sry ....
hmm . AA de is standard . all so ... wa.... nth to comment and dun dare .
tt shenghao is funny de lor . "swim swim swim " =="
haiix . juz like tt . forgot wad i wanna sae le .

dance assesment on 15 nov . 6C gathering oso , which i juz heard from ces .
and tt dae oso go training . so i cant go for the gathering .
then dance from 8 to 5.30 . training 8 to 12 . so ...
maybe knock tym lahx . go for the training first lor . cuz i thk 1/9 dance is behind de .
hmm .NC NA AA jiayou .
shall stop here ...
later nid to continue to study the first aid manual - 4 more chapts , home nursing notes and polish my boots . hmm . all is st. john de thingy ... haiix .
dun wishh my brain all filled wif it ... very de .....

hmm . ytd emo .... after the training on da way bac . feeling very empty .
like as if my heart got a hole . very de odd tt feeling ...
juz v lonely .... shurong not here not very de use it lahx .
dun wishh anyone tag or chat bout this .
haiix ...

gtg le lahx .
tml and the day next got training . after tt rest 3 daes .
32 trainings becum 23 trainings le .
hmm :]
takecare ppl . bye .

-dun wish neglect and dun wish being neglect .
shurong ... dun like tt ya ... dun thk too much ...
cheer up, ya ?

2007-11-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

hello ;D

bac agaen . todae had dance . it's quite boring de .
i nid to update my hobby le .
my another hobby is to : yawn .
hmm . can see me yawning plenty tyms a dae .
wahahahasss . this is called " nao que yang " ...
lack of oxygen in the brain .
shock ??? dots lor .

hmm . quite boring de .
hmm . actual wanna buy some bks to do bk review de .
but . no books i interested in .
hahas . then juz like tt lor .
....
trainings starting on sunday le ...
quite nervous de .
hmm . nid bring full u but wear quarter u first ...
dots ... nid carry big bag small bag ....
haiix ...
very ma fan de leh ... ==

hmm . gd luck to everyone and , takecare ...
will miss everyone de ..
wahahahhahahassss ~~
bye bye((:

2007-10-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

hiie . hmm . todae weather is fine . sunny day .
dots . it's lame .

gd news ... this is my 100th post le . wahahahahasss ~

no surprise , i suppose . for todae .
if duno wad im tokin about , nvm .

hmm . suddenly rmb tt . grey is oso my fav colour .
hahas . quite sian de . tml mummy bringing me out .
dunno go where . hmm . actual v happy de .
dunno y . suddenly sad agaen .
i'll try to make myself happy agaen lahx .
i hate lies . ==

nid do readings le . and i nearly forgot tt i nid to do 2 bk reviews as holidae hw .
haiix .... i dun wan ar ....
but , nvm .
i go explore liaox . buhbyes ((:
takecare .

forgive and forget ; and smile .

2007-10-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

hey guys and gals ...

todae de me . berri happy . hahas .
first : last tuition until december [at least can rest a mth]
second : dad bought me a U3 . well , it's a mp3 player .
in white colour !!! wahahahas . my fav colour too .
hmm . my mummy say y get a mp3 instead of mp4 .
which i thk . mp3 is okay liaox lahx . mp4 no use for me marx .
hahas . actual got 5 colours : white , pinl, green , blue and black .
cuz my hp is black le . so get white instead . even tho .
hmm . blue and green oso my fav colour .
my fav colour , alot leh -- white , black , blue , purple , green .
hmm . currently lukin for things in the latter 3 colours de .
maybe wan buy ... sian ar .
nau my dad and mum and bro go slp liaox . left me alone .
hmm . not scared ... hahas .
anw . todae feeling much betta .
thx shurong , xinyu , eugene kor and cl ....
hahas . for taggg ... hahasss .
hmm . imm alryte le .
self- high will resume ...
dots .
anw .
juz get the msg from shurong dear dear saying tt she'll be going to the trainings !
yeah ... hahas . got ppl pei me le .
smile ((:
dunno wad to type eh .
hmm . sry to annie and sweeteng mei tt i cant accompany them to buy annie de boots .
cuz i too busy ... hmm . mummy wants me to tidy my table asap .
to welcum my sec 2 bks .... ==
cuz trainings scared no tym marx .
hmm . 11pm and i shall off my com .
nau then realise . at nite oso got ppl online de .
v long din online at nite . hahas .
charging my U3 nau ... charge in com de leh .
so ... hmm . weird .

tml . wad shud i do . maybe nid to continue tidying my table .
and read some notes . haix . tidy table . got lots things nia .
a lot of secrets ... dunno mummy will do anything to them anot .
hope not . dun wish go to sleep leh . nth to do de .
dream wad ??? hmm . dream . when ... blah blah blah meet bleh bleh bleh ...
dot dot dot . wad am i toking about .
rubbish .
then . hmm . not early liaox .
perhaps i shall stop here .
anw . this is my 99th post for this blog .
tml 100th ? hmm . we'll see .
hope anything special happen tml leh .
maybe an unexpected surprise for me ?
wishful thinking lahx . unless miracle happen .
hope my sis and big bro will pass their exams .
tml they are getting their results .
i shall stop here .
bye and gd nitez .
sweet sweet dream >.<

2007-10-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

erm . ya . hello . todae is still da same .
emo .
had a difficult tym to log in .
hmm . scolded by mum . for dunno wad reason .
i wish i was dead .
and i thk she hopes so , as well .
earlier on . i cried .
hmm . feeling very sad lahx .
sis went bac KL agaen . 2nd bro went to shopping centre to study .
this is weird , ryte ?
and left me . and dad and mum lor .
they went out then left me at home .
nau they were bac . dun wish see them .
cuz nth marx . me and family de relationship is da same as to my frenz .
very cold . imm the most odd one at home .

so online agaen . at first when i cried , i wish to msg somebody .
but dunno who to msg as i scroll down the names in my contact .
i dunno . and tt was feeling quite sad and lonely de .
then sign in for msn . dunno who to chat .
no one , agaen .
hmm . juz feeling very de empty in my heart .
tho i dun like this feeling very much . but , no use .
holidae = boring .
altho stil hav the NC trainings . but havent cum .
seniors asked us to read the first aid manual and the home nursing notes .
ytd i read some . but todae i dun wish to read .
the handwriting was still acceptable . but some words i really dunno wad it tokin abt .
hmm . the "r" and "v" not v clear . so hav to guess the word .
nvm lahx . i read it next tym .
things i hav to do for this wk : reading fa , tuition + piano hw , tidy my table .
hmm . juz like tt . but imm lazy .
i wanna shopping but i cant . mum dun bring i oso no choice .
so stay at home really make me very sick .
but i juz cant do anything .
dunno find who to chat . dunno find who to make me happy .
dunno find who to ....

hmm . i cannot cry ...
but how i wish i can cry ...
how i wish , i can be at the beach , screaming .
but . hmm . i thk i nid an accompany . or . lonely agaen le .
hmm . thk here bar . i go post at my personal blog le .
bye bye . and wish me to be happy agaen lo . jiayou:]

2007-10-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

hmm . hi everyone . dunno y leh .
nau suddenly sad sad de . sumthg wrong wif my mind .
or shud i sae is mental ?
maybe i got mental problem . cuz i suddenly v high . suddenly v "low" .
hmm . dunno wad's wrong wif me .
todae recif results ..
i failed my history . but passed my english .
happy for my eng lahx . luckily pass , so can promote to sec 2 express successfully .
maybe i shud buck up for all subjects le . next yr got streaming .
hmm . must do well in order to get in the ryte class for me .
cuz in this class 1/9 i not happy and lonely and boring .
next year 2/9 shud be the same .
then . aiyor . y i nau so sad de .
gonna emo agaen ? hope not .
then i shall tok abt todae's activities .
no healthy lifestyle . then clean classroom .
evacuation exercise . recess . brief on RSp2Irit . went to the pupils' affairs board there .
to choose colour for da walls .
i chose 3 and 6 . light light blue and light purple :)
then go qihua for the wad farewell to mrs singh de .
after tt . dismiss . went to sjab room for meeting .
maybe nau everything were settled .
i admit i too talketive .
at first i really not happy lahx . but dunno y . slowly just forget it .
maybe im the one who has more problems bar .
wan blame , blame me . dun blame on others .

突然，心里感到一阵莫名的空虚 ...

dunno y agaen .
but . hope shurong goes to the trainings too .
at least she can oso learn sth . and i oso not so lonely .
hmm . but final decision is still left to her .
after tokin to seniors [Ssgt weihao , patricia and Sgt yeexuan ]
hope can really untie the "knots" lahx .
erm . maybe for me , juz for me .
im crazy de . ya , yes i am .
then . trainings got changes too .
tym till quite late . 5 or 5.30 .
asked my mummy juz nau . she sae okay , altho quite late .
but i dunno lahx . ltr muz giv Ssgt patricia a reply .
hope i rmb tt .
she said worried for me cuz of the tyming blah blah .
hahas . thx . touch ?! hahas .

went to cwp mcd wif shurong , annie and sweeteng .
eat and eat . i thk im getting myself fatter .
ahh ! nvm . do some drills then okay liao . hahas .
tt tym . shurong was still quite high de lahx .
but cuz of sth . then ....
really dunno how to comfort . haiix .
anw . saw eugene `kor at there too . wif his frenz . and oso cynthia `jie .
kor de frenz were like so shock too see me de lor .
plz lahx . ex-stead oso no nid like tt mar . so "kua zhang" ...
i got so scary meh . onni mental got prob marx .
then ask for kor's report bk . lend him mine .
aiyo . kor ar , must jiayous ! next yr got streaming leh .
hmm . then he left wif frenz . after a while .
we oso left mcd .

hmm . went to take bus wif shurong .
tok sth . ya .
when we reach . my mummy havent reach .
then suddenly rmb to buy top up card .
so run to shop there to buy . then run bac agaen .
mummy arrived , got in the car . then like tt lor .
haiiix . who can cheer me up .
so sad le lahx . i really dunno why .
feel like crying . but no tears .

post my results le .
as follow :

eng: C5
hcl: A2
math: A2
sci: A2
geo: B4
his: D7
lit: B4
dnt: A1
homec: A2
art: B3
music: B
dance: B

percentage : 65.9
conduct: good
attendance: 169/170
comments : Sei Yi makes intelligent and perceptive contributions to class discussion . She demonstrates an ability to win over people with her views and is able to motivate others in fulfilling their roles . She displays the ability to make independent decisions and is judicious in carrying out assignments without direction . With a thirst for knowledge , Sei Yi is commited to doing her best .

hmm . 1 A1 , 4 A2 , 1 B3 , 2 B4 , 1 C5 , 1 D7 .
dance and muzic deprove le . last tym A nau B .
history D7 . juz by one mark then i overall pass le .
haiix . jiayou to me .
so strange . my attendance not full de .
i everyday got go sch . but y like tt ?!
=="
juz sth like tt . hope everyone can jiayous next year .

oso to xinyu`mei . muz jiayou for ur re-test , khaes .
we want to see you in the same class wif us next year .
shure you can do it de . gd luck . best wishes .
is siyan the same situation wif xinyu ?
hmm , if so , gd luck and jiayou for her too .

shall stop here . sad sad sad .
but dunno why why why .
ahh !!!
still got holidae homeworks . ltr must do or no tym liaox .
nid study the home nursing notes , first aid manual , sec 2 de bks ( tho havent buy yet )
and lots . gonna hav my piano theory grade 5 and practical grade 5 next year .
hope i can cope it well . jiayou to me , the busy but self-high , and mental prob gal .
buaiis .
gonna miss everyone ((:

2007-10-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

finally can open this page liaox . dunno wad's wrong wif my computer .
maybe saw me unhappy then like tt .
y izzit tt im unhappy ? ltr then u will find out .
ytd we were very damn happy .
todae we ... were juz . SAD .
y they so SELFISH de .
SENIORS . RS SJAB .
WHY .
from the start of the year . ever since we joined sjab .
altho u guyz were fierce . but ltr we found tt u are nice ppl too .
but . y . todae . y u let us disapppointed in u ?
juz becuz of ur decision .
an unreasonable one .
juz becuz of this . u made us sad .
y . becuz of an unreasonable excuse . u let lcp ellis in the comp .
and din tot for shurong's feelings .
dun u noe tt she cried becuz of this .
dun u noe tt she is hurt , juz becuz of this DECISION .
selfish , unreasonable , bias .

nau feeling really very complicated .
haiix . i dun wan . i dun wan lahx .
seeing shurong cried todae . really making my heart felt very de hurtful lor .
she has the potential to do so . altho juz a reserve .
so wad . reserve oso ppl wad .
then nau shurong left the comp . all becuz of seniors ' decision .
and wad will happen .
wheneva got the comp training .
i cum to s'pore on my own .
without her , how will i feel . u sae lahx .
of course is LONELY de lahx .
they are so selfish . y they dun thk of shurong's feelings .
lcp ellis tt tym was asked . if not wrong is tt . SHE DUN WAN .
becuz of reasons . from here . " DUN WAN " . her decision .
nau . heard tt her mummy let , then in . "WAN"
wad is this ! a game ar . play play play .
y din tot for shurong ?
and moreover . the reason : becuz she's going to graduate and so ....
....
this yr , she juz sec two .
wad graduate ? wad is this ?
cant they put themselves in shurong's shoes ?
WHY ?
dun wish tok about this liaox .
we wan complain . . .
tml . hhmmm . got meeting . shure show attitude .
u force me to .

then todae post-exam activities .
boring lahx . sianz . dun wishh sae liaox .
anw . im NOT selected for the student councillor .
YEAH . cheer for me .
cuz i dun wish too . hahas ((:
til here bar .
hope SHURONG can CHEER UP .
jiayous xDD

bye . takecare ya .

2007-10-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo yo yo .
everybody hiie hiie . erm . i noe im crazy .
so i shall post things for todae NOW .
wahahhhaaasss ~ .
so todae de FT period . cuz 1/9 top for PFT .
so was given some things . then i recif an eXtra packet of oreo .
cuz im CD rep -.-
then . after tt . at first tot got S.Talk .
but dunno y change to wad wad wad thingy .
design things for blahx blahx blahx , like xuan chuan rs lahx .
it's damn lame de lor .

after tt . recess and had nth . eiliane is quite lonely so i pei her lor .
dunno if there is sth happen btw she and jingyee eh .
haix . hope she cheer up soon .
then went to class there cuz i lazy queue up to buy food even tho i was hungry .
hahas . imm really de lazy lahx ;x
hmm . then went to dance studio for the wadeva safety blah blah talk .
very de boring lor . tt man was wearing the clothes tt i thk is very de ODD .
got beige and dark blue [not very dark , bright blue] . and a cap too .
eeeekkkks . so . ... ....
aiyor . dun sae ppl lahx . no very de gd hor .
after tt .
end of sch dae for todae . yipee .

erm . ya . went to lot one there wif shurong, annie, sweeteng and samantha .
hahas . hav lots fun there . so imm shure happy de lahx .
eat . got toilet to tidy our hair .
oh plz , my hair was damn messy de lor .
hahas . after tt . shop and shop . lastly .
we went to take NEOPRINTS .
wahahahhahs . take two tym leh . one , samantha wasn't there . then second , got her lahx .
hmm . i shall not upload any photos here .
maybe u will want to go sweeteng's and sjab sec ones de blog to see .
hahas . sweeteng mei is a photographer .
she took damn lots pics de . hahas . we were quite "zilian" ... hahas .
maybe nau still dun hav bar . dun c her online .
maybe next tym lor .
hahas . it's funny . wif one , tt my nose was added wif a mouse de nose ?
or wad animal is tt . hahas . so .... =="
then oso one . my hand was like . aiyor . next tym u shall go c tt .
or i bring it next tym . lastly . one more pic , my fringe hor .
was like cut to parts like tt . so .... too .
anw . juz LOVE them damn lots .
if the guyz hav gone too , i thk there will be more FUN .
ya ya ya . one more . got the black colour bacground de was damn nice de lor .
hahas . aiyor .
dun sae it anymore . change topic .

eh . there sweeteng online le . maybe she will post sum FUNNY pics bar .
and hor . i was being bullied by the annie and sweeteng there lor .
i sat on the floor for 3 tyms . becuz .
THEY TICKLE me . walao . so itchy de lor .
sobx . they bullied me de ~~~
wahhahhahasss .
i notice a thing . i find myself getting more n more crazy le .
went to ssgt weihao's blog . dunno who is he tokin abt . the junior who waved frantically to another junior .
i thk shud be me . dot dot dotttt .
ytd marx . u noe . i was very de high and i dunno becuz of why . note : rhymes .
maybe in heart happy then like tt lor .
hahas . REAL happy .
hmm . i noe i nid to be calm sum tyms lahx .
try my best lor . or wan me to be like past emo agaen meh ???
not fun de leh .
hahas . oh ya . saw siyan and yuxuan at lot one too .
hahas . erm .
tml . err . ya . take boots to change the heels into wood wif shurong and sweeteng .
annie wun be going ryte ? hmm . haixxx . nvm lahx .
she nau and saufong very gd marx . shall not interupt ryte ?
maybe abit "jealous" cuz like got distance liaox . sian .

mummy urging to eat dinner . so i shall stop here .
buaiis . and takecares .
... havent link weihao yet . hope he wun mind . cuz i wan to link when i change blogskin agaen .
hahassss ~~
enjoy ya . ((:

2007-10-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

oiinkkk oiinkkk , and here cums the pig ?! ^(oo)^v
wad am i tokin abt ? i oso dunno . todae .
for mural thingy . i drew the piano and muzic notes .
then after tt recess . spent it wif shurong dear dear . then go to rp de trcc liaox .
partner weihao lor. he so ...
dots lahx .
noe wad . weihao , no offence plz .
he ar . when reach there . cuz sit beside me marx .
then hor . he juz dun sit properly lor . as in .
he kip moving about . infront and bac .
then the chair oso "vibrate" like tt .
which affected me . and i hated tt alot !
then performance . weijie and boonjian hor . sit behind us .
were so noisy .... then got sum performance funny .
da dance . the elephant dance especially .
and i din notice tt yishen and erron were there too !!!
shurong told me afterwards tt shocked me after hearing it .
hahas . hmm . the performance was great actually .
and the pianist play very well too . ahh !! grand piano leh !
i wan a grand piano at home ! dots . my house dun hav tt big space for tt and i dun hav the money .
hahas . unless is second hand de grand piano lahx .
i thk of tt b4 . and told my mummy tt .
she sae consider first . dots . she's lying de lahx .
how could it be possible ?!
then kean hou `kor and farlyanna , as well as aswini . performed .
hahas . aswini was damn HIGH de . it's a great pity tt she left sjab .
so SAD . haixxx . although i tried to "wan liu" her . but still in da end .
haixxxx. but i try my best le ....

after tt . went to cwp wif shurong .
ahh !! she chose to accompany me eh ! so HAPPY !!!
and touch nia ((=
queen jiu shi queen .
then go toilet . then shop to eat ! then at foodcourt .
spotted by kia chyi jie . so she joined us .
and eat ! eat till very full full lor .
after tt . jie go buy bbt . me and shurong continue walk walkk ....
meet up wif jie agaen . walk agaen . then walk to school .
and it was juz berri de DOTS .

for the wadeva thk i care de student councillor interview .
diaox . i dun thk i can be le . erm . im not diappointed anw .
juz tt i thk my reply to their questions were too short and not "fu he" to the standard one .
erm . and the atmosphere for tt tym wasn't v gd . so .... ODD .
and there sitted 3 persons . one luk friendly . one luk "bu nai fan " . one luk v de black face .
and hor . aiyo . the questions they asked . make me feel uneasy leh .
but hor . to sae the truth . when they asked wad's my cca .
i felt proud to sae tt im in sjab . dunno y leh . =="
hahas . and they asked if im a student councillor, wad i wad .... . and blahx blahx blahx .
forget le . then oso asked in pri sch . i got wad leader thingy de .
and i sae "no" . really wad . imm not a prefect nor student leader .
it's a fact . cant blame me wad , ryte .
then oso sae . if i keen to be sc . and i said . " abit lahx ".
....
then hor . they sae wad i thk sc is for and blahx blahx blahx .
then they oso asked . "why do u thk teacher nominated you and for the CD rep ."
....
how would i noe ! then i sae . i dunno lor . cuz teacher sae . so i do lor .
do as wad it shud be done . juz FOLLOW lor .
anw . when they asked . the guy asked de . he was lyk so -haix- wif my reply .
oh plz . imm juz this kind of ppl . wad do he expect , ryte ?
then i thk i came out quite early . cuz my answer were juz too short and simple ==
and they asked TOO MANY QUESTIONs.
[ question + why ] .... x many !!!

ahh !! so argh lor . eeekkkks !!!
scary . thk shall post here le . go eat eat liaox .
tml . wahahahahassss ~
can spend tym wif my 3 dear dearsss ~~~
[shurong . annie . sweeteng ]
hahas . ((:

and ps : elysia . stop plucking the skin from ur other wounds .
it's definitely disguzting . unhygenic . stop that immediately .
dun do these things when tt is unnecessary . khaes ? promise:]

2007-10-22T15:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO .
todae was a lonely dae for me !
nth fun for todae . and wasn't happy =="
haix . simply no mood . ltr still got tuition and i;ve not done my homeworks !
wad the ...
then hor . for the chat session wif student councilor todae lahx .
Ssgt Angie came . And the class was like in a market .
Noisy dao ~~~
and she shouted for tyms for our comments like tt .
haix . so pity for her . cuming to 1/9 is equal to going hell .
hope no more ppl will make this mistake anymore .
but tt was impossible .

then elysia slapped me !!! ahh !
pain nia . no lahx .jkjk de .
hahas . she was very de "bu zheng chang" todae .
so . nvm lahx . i can sacrifice for my fren de ((:
hahas . happy jiu hao .
then tml . go to the trcc at rp there .
watch wad performance ?!
1/7 sit juz infront of us . then 3/1 sit behind us .
ahh !!! can sit wif my dear dear liaox .
DAMN HAPPY de !!! wahahahasss ~ .
note : my dear dear is my dear queen mother which is .
ShuRong =)
hahas . our "gan qing" very gd de .
juz hope tt can sit wif her lahx . or else very lonely de leh .
me and the rest dun tok really much .
i suck in communicating wif ppl :x
then after tt around 12 + dunno will go where .
no one pei me .
sian ar . maybe ask shurong agaen .
cuz u noe ar . the student councilor thingy is around 2:20 de . for me lahx .
then dunno wad to do during tt tym .
go cwp ? c first bar .
hmm . i really wonder wad am i going to do or tok for tt 10mins .
and who's going to be there ? o.O
aiyor . y mdm ng muz ask me de !!!
ask other ppl marx .
sian lahx ! haiya ....

then wednesdae going CCK Lot 1 wif my dearest de squadmates lahx .
hahas . DEAREST leh . hahas . u guyz shud noe how important u meant to me !
then thursdae . erm . ya . going to change the heels of the boots to wood .
...
wif my shurong,annie and sweeteng .
then fridae no activity . maybe go home rest lahx .
cuz take repost bk marx .
cant expect me go beach to cry and shout ryte ?
go home and eat eat eat lor .
haix . hope i pass my english for overall leh .
god bless me ...
then juz sth like tt . 4 pm muz go do homework le .
or mummy nag liaox .
dun wish go tuition !
exam already over le .
then go there . math learn factorisation .
science learn the laz few chapters in sci tb .
like drugs , alcoholism, ...
i LOVE to study these . so interesting !!!

-Love is painful .

haixxxx ~~~
anw . happy for xinyu and boonjian . they v loving eh . hahas .

shall end here . buaiis .

takecare ppl ((:

2007-10-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

BOOO !!
so sad lahx !! all because of the stupid HEADACHE .
3daes liao leh !!! dunno wad happened . then when eat things .
like going to choke like tt . shure kena ppl curse le lahx !!!
so innocent . hahas . heck care . change mood .
muz be HAPPY !!!
u guyz noe . i love changing blogskin hor . hahas .
so i kip changing lor .
cant find the one i wan leh . so -.-
feeling so empty de . ODD .
haix . todae is my laz tuition for my cousins .
tt alvin and rujing . LUCKILY . phew .
they ar . aiyor . juz cant stand them . nau chatting wif jessie and zien .
ahh !!
gtg
bb . next tym con.
sian
ar
....

2007-10-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

hey guyz . SEIYI is back .
ya . i noe u'll find me crazy for this .
but i hav to sae .
i really return back to normal this time .
if dunno wad i mean . nvm . but nau . imm really not EMO anymore ~~
hahas . i prefer myself like tt betta .

todae .
CONGRATS myself for finishing the presentation successfully .
although i did forgot some lines and was blurr about that .
but i din faint or cry or leave the venue (escape) or wadeva .
ah ha . seiyi so brave ... =="
hahas . this is da real me ? still like myself in this way .
hmm . so scary too . for todae .
me and elysia went to the backstage marx .
madm oh was simply juz too kiasu ( as wad elysia said)
cuz we were the fourth to present .
then onni her pupils ( sec one and two presenters) went to the hall so fast .
da sec twos first to present . so ... ya ya . can understand .
but us . DOTS . cuz the second presenters havent cum up .
anw . i nid to sae i brave agaen . cuz hor . i sec one hor . who stand the position there .
and not stand at elysia there .
and SPEAK . wahahahahassss~
got courage u noe .... hahas .
anw . i sumhow disappointed wif my performance .
cuz like not gd . compared to an ni and those . .
ahh! wad am i ? but i thk i can still improve de .
and this is my first tym lor xDD
if still got next tym . i promised will be betta .

after tt . went to join da class wif elysia . then when nid go to the stall .
dunno who start first .
i told mdm oh tt i v nervous then my performance v not gd .
but she said i okay . eh . got sae i "zui hao " de mar ? maybe not .
maybe onni my dreamland . or maybe really yes but i forgotten .
hahas . but she said got a teacher "biao yang" me . which means praise ? .
hahas . happy . and thx ELYSIA for your clicking . thx thx thx .
then go da stall . so less ppl de . sad nia . but da sec two quite lots ppl .
happy for them ((:

then i went to the 1/8 chinese class .
an ni was busy . so i go see see myself .
saw wanchiao's work . yishen and erron 's work . but dunno annie `mei which one .
cuz got two "huan bao" . sudden dunno wad's huan bao in eng leh .
then i go da side . see see see .
then the zhengxiong cum lor . anw . he v funny .
i was reading the works . then took a chair sit down and flip and read .
take one put bac . take one put bac . take one .
the last one was his work . 0mg ... da presentation was like so ...
odd to me bar . then we chat . he was doing da dengue fever and the handphone thingy de .
then hor . i was "sha diao" tt kind when i saw their so called "research".
noe wad . the dengue fever research . it was in english and i told him (asked) if he translated it to chinese ar . then he tot i want him to translate to chinese nau . diaoXX ryte .
din listen my words properly de . then hor chat for around 5 min + ?
haix . he giv me de impression . F-U-N-N-Y .

ahh . kena mummy sae table too messy .
dun dare luk it . nor arrange it . lazy de SEIYI ;)
then . oh ya .
in class . hav CD . so sian de .
then dance . funny . recess . then sci . ms lim din cum .
then lit . watch muvee is damn sian de . then... miuzic . then math .
ya . CD lesson . return locker keys .
when blind rat called my name . ya return her the keys .
then she said sth like this if not wrong : " for the student counsellor (spell wrong?) . i've nominated 3 persons and they are kia chyi , sei yi and faiqah. " then i was beside her .
i was really shocked .
so i asked , " huh , who ar?"
she repeat . "kia chyi , sei yi and faiqah " .
DOTS DOTS DOTS .
i turned and ask her . "me ar ?" "hmm ."
.... .... ....
indeed . blind rat . me ? ki siao lahx . me ? student counsellor ? :x
anw . i nid go for wad "interview" izzit ? forget liaox . so go the .. student counsil board there and see .
"1/9 Ling Sei Yi 2:20 "
2:20 or 2:30 . forgot liaox . haix . next tuesdae . -.-
aiyor . so like v stress . cuz after got the NC thingy . i told myself to concentrate on wad's important on me .
maybe in nov and dec . u'll find me online lesser as well as blogging .
haiya . try my best bar .
then i thk no more liaox . hmm ?

NC got lots trainings . but sum cant go cuz got events . like da dance lesson and assesment .
2 , 15 ,19 november . but still got shurong's and annie's and sec twos de .
cuz me and sweeteng mei same class ....
jiayou jiayou jiayou .

smile and i shall stop here .
buaiis ~ will miss everyone de .
no school TML. ><
nitez . . change blogskin ? we'll see .

2007-10-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

noe how i log in . i go create another blog . i noe it's waste .
cuz in this account got 4 blogs le .
todae recif results . quite disappointed wif it .
then . luckily i din cry . hahas .
for some who noe . like swee teng `mei .
saw me throwing temper in class .
dun bet sum of the ppl saw it .
juz v angry of tt tuuupiiiid MDM NG CHOR JOO .
dots . dun wishh to sae about it .
she's juz unreasonable .
kip picking on me . =="
know wad . cuz nid go sign mar . then after jasmine sign liaox . then i sign below marx .
this is a fact . but jas signed beside my name . cuz if not wrong jaslyn signed at hers .
**** . not imm angry wif jaslyn . cuz infront de ppl oso like tt .
since so . tt blind rat mdm ng chor joo . sum how scold me tt y i signed at jingyee's there .
*** . who do she thk she is ? scold me . dots . scold the infront ppl lahx .
y blame me ? simply UNREASONABLE .
then oso . sign da paper agaen . jingyee walk first mar . then i behind . jas infront of jy .
then i benhind jy . which is incorrect . for my reg no . is b4 her . but i dun mind this . wad i mind is tt . after jasmine signed hers . tt blind rat sumhow sae who is after jasmine . then infront of jingyee sth like tt .
eXtreme dots . i was behind jingye khaes . if i move infront . wad if suddenly tt blind rat suffer concussion on wadeva . dunno imm infront of jy . sae i cut queue leh ?
wad da hell lahx . tt blind rat really hor . sooo pighead lahx .

dunno y todae so angry . even the few pieces of foolscap papers tt i brought was wasted by my rubbish tt i wrote when in anger . but sum of tt meant it .
juz like wad written there . i hate them .
eXtreme . HATE TO CORE ...
all their fault . they deserve it .

angry then anngry . but i get myself injured instead .
cuz after tt blind rat thingy .
i go bac seat and con write my meaningful rubbish .
but noe . for sum who saw tt . i bang on my table .
then open my pen cap . and dunno y go and prick myself .
to the finger . then BLEEDING . got blood lor . =="
then use tissue paper and water to wipe it away .
and this onni for sum like sweeteng who noes about it .
sumhow for sum ppl . still sae iz fren . all RUBBISH lor .
but i noe they dun care de lahx . and i dun wan them . cuz simply USELESS .
so in my eyes . tt's y . sum of the so called "frenz" are not frenz .
they are juz classmates . and i hate sum of them ,.

after sch . sjab wad debrief (spell wrong?) then do wad survey like tt .
after tt dunno how to describe .
swee teng n me n sum sec two gals are choose to wad main comp for wad NC comp thingy .
ya , i short term memory so forget wad liaox .
then shurong and annie are reserve and steward .
:'( sian . both of them not here . so sian de lor .
but they still nid to attend the trainings .
and hope i will not regret for this decision tt i made .
i promise , i will do my best ((:
...
november and december .
aiyo . juz for year 2007 .
i dun hav end-of-year holidae le lahx .
so many events . juz take the trainings . 32 . so many de lor .
but ssgt patricia sae maybe will cancel sum ;)
hahas . after tt went to luk for mdm oh around 1.50 .
nid sae da scripts of mine to her .
nau i still can rmb sum . ltr nid read agaen .
anw . got sum slides nid to depend on my "lin shi fan ying "...
scared lahx . ltr i "da she tou" then die liao ...
but i'll do my best . gd luck to me xDD
ahhh ~ first tym on stage sae things .... nervous ```
hope wun faint .
todae not feeling really well . ytd nite din slp well too .
haix. "shi mian" le . muz ask for sleeping pills ?!
then eat it wif alcoholic drinks . either end up in coma or bye bye to the world .
i noe for sum will hope me like tt :x

aiyo . relac lahx . i shure will do it de . hope got ppl can sae the two magic words to me .
maybe no one will . sad ;((
haix . no one support me . haiya .
tt's y im alonne . perhaps get used le ?!
hope not . during recess . went to a place .
haix . memorize my script and thk of sth ....
sad . aiyor . dun thk too much liaox .
i will do my best next year for my exams de .
JiAy0Us for me tml !!!

hahas . buhbyessss ~~~

2007-10-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

Argh !
everything was wasted . including my precious time .
just now i came to post . and the stupid connection got prob agaen !!!
forget it !
i've been working on my cue cards these few daes .
but im afraid that later mdm oh sae "xxxxxxx" ... wadeva .
cuz i did not hav any experience on it . even in pri sch .

then now . although is my third tym standing on riverside school hall in stage . but it's my first tym speaking out there !
maybe got a lil bit nervous . but it's normal lahx .
in class my presentation . i thk i still quite "wen" ...
so hope the same thing on this cumin thurs bar !
n i hope i wun hav a " voice-break" cuz i hav a lil sore throat down here .
hope i can recover soon !

later need to teacher my lil imp alvin for his chinese .
his EOY is the week after this cuming week .
ahh !! he hor ... aiyo ... so naughty de .. olwaes slack lor .
"gu gu . i wan go toilet."
"gu gu . i wan slp ."
"gu gu . i wan~~~"
ahh ! he's simply LAZY bum ... hahas .
but he's cute anyway .

ahh ! juz nau my future sis-in-law cum ... =="
dun wish sae anythg .
my big bro so bad . sum how treat her like a maid .
it rhymes ! hahas~~
but they are just loving couple ...

dunno wad to type liao le lahx .
so tiring . dunno wad to do on holidae .
tml still got tuition . =="
at home dunno do wad .
my "bu neng shuo de mi mi " ... hahas ...
3 quarter le .

bye bye .

takecares ;)

2007-10-12T17:10:00.001+08:00

getting tired of tt spammer liaox .
it's a gal ? 0h my god ? cuz basically i thk onni boys will do such things .
but . . . however . i thk da tone is like a boy's .
i noe the spammer will sae i idiot agaaen . but . aiyor .
or are u a "tomboy"? cuz oso got "boy" marxx . ryte?
dunno wad to do . but i wun giv up .
but kip thking really will make my mind go crazy de leh .
haiya !! brrr .... grrrr...
n oso sth . a person desperately asking for an answer .
which i thk is verri de ...
ANSWER : even though u dun wan to noe nau . cuz u claim tt u noe .
n i dunno whether u really noe anot .
actually i thk tt to a hate a person . there is no reason .
cuz i cant thk of any . but yet u kip ~~~
u said u will rmb . imm okay .
u tell me to betta to watch out . i noe .
u said "forget it" . n imm okay too .
if u got read my blog u shud noe .
on wad kind of ppl tt i will hate .
u thk which kind are u in ?
n tt will be da reason .
if u offended me . tt will be da reason .
if u had HURT me . tt will be da reason .
luk bac to my earlier posts . u will then realise if u really do .
but u wun mind it anymore . so wad is da use when i sae all tt?
u dunno the pain tt i suffered . u dunno .
n u didn't even try to noe . cuz there's izn't any use for u to noe .
u seemed blaming me for all the tyms .
y cant u spare tot for me ?
i cant post any personal things here .
so u dunno how exactly i was feeling ...

i shall not post anymore . n i was SAD agaen . n all because of YOU .

ps . spammer . i hope you can stop tt or juz tell me who u are . it's no FUN at all .
TAG RESUME .

2007-10-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

haixx . i really wonder who da " u dun noe who " / "u noe who" is who leh .
they are da same person . i thk shud be da person which im thking ryte nau .
and most likely is a "he" ..
but y he hate me so much ?
nau still tag me saying "sry" /
so odd lahx . but juz like wad i've said ytd .
i thk da person shud be him .
and hor . said he/she is my mother . . . diaoXX . =="
damn lame . then said father . . . wad da ....
how old liaox ? still like tt . childishhh .
maybe his/her mind real got prob .
aiyo ..... i noe holidae v boring . but there's no nid like tt ryte ?
then when i luk da older tags ... then got the wad blah blah blah .
forgot the name . he/she said wad things tt about the ... spammer .
thx . it's meaningful . then oso thx wanchiao , xinyu for helping n encouraging . thx .

so . went to sch todae . mummy drives me in ... hahas .
cuz daddy sae so marx . cuz i alone mar . .
guess wad . after reaching da sch ... not long .
i saw AN NI !!! hahas . her cher oso ask her for chinese project thingy .
she so pro .... then after tt . me ,yushan , xinkai went to see mdm oh .
huiyi n mingfang join in ltr . but not v late .
then cher sae . wad . i present ?! the ppt ...
oh .... n maybe to sec twos n ones ... luckily no threes ....
on stage . in hall . my god .... scared lahxxx .
then todae . do things lor .
juz wanna sae this :
da 《天下无双》gd hor .
heard from mdm oh say tt the principal n other teachers like their work .
ahh !!! wad abt our 《华文轨道》??? but .
theirs like da gals do de . boys dun .... very much .
but then todae nid do sth marx . i do my grp n theirs one .
hahas ~
went to AMK hub . saw priscilla . (pri sch) .
then juz sth like tt .

aiyor . at home muz do holidae hw le...
as in . my presentation.
if hor . this job is supposed to be weihao's .
i really wan to "box" him ar.....
gtg .buaiis .

da spammer . i'll "MISS" you "GREATLY" .
i shall mean it ((:
i wan to play the game cuz i've got plenty of tyms .
see who'll win.

2007-10-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

the " u noe who" is crazy .
go spam my blog untill i wanna "fa biao" ...
u sae i noe who u are .
in my mind got lots ppl .
maybe i offended quite lots .
male : either him or him .
female : either her or her .
diaox .
it's kinda lame lor .
my tagboard was flood wif his/her rubbish .
i thk most likely is "he" ...
wad da ....
hate me bar . wadeva u want . i learn to forget .
perhaps there is any hatren btw us .
but i dun mind .
u happy then okay le . i DUN MIND .
but if is "he" . no . it canot be . i trust him .
but wad if really is him . . . then i'll try not to hate him bar ?!
no . if i noe him . i shall sae he's a FAILURE .

heck care . dun wan make myself too angry .
but . y i felt tt . the "u noe who"... is him ?
got a strong feeling . but y "he" do tt ?
"he" really hate me so much ? or who is tt person ?
haiixxx . thk bout tml then sad .
juz nau bake a cake . mummy sae got improvement ?
maybe bar . but im still wonder who is tt person .
he or she muz hav 受到了很大的刺激 ...
fall out of love or wad ? hahas .
tt person muz be . older than me .
i thk i once offended the person . ..
hmm . i thk yes bar .

haiya ... y i kip thk bout tml ??? and tt person?
tml gonna be alonne . tt person really makes me felt uneasy .
til here bar ... curiosity kills da cat . izzit him ?

2007-10-11T12:07:00.000+08:00

hiie ! imm bac agaen .
but this tym round wif a gd attitude .
hahas . maybe ytd let u guyz had a shock lahx .
scary . no ryte ? but sum how n for sum . i shall meant it .
ltr dunno wad to do eh . choose to online early cuz find it betta .
sis cumin bac agaen from KL . bro tml .
aiyor . so sian lahx .
shud i bake a cake todae ? maybe .
shud i practice my piano todae ? ya .
shud i blog todae ? im doin so ryte nau !
hahas . juz finish uploading sum pic at photobucket .
haiya . dunno wad to do .
next tym "yue" ppl cum out to accompany me .
meant for sjab-ers . sec ones .
hahas . they can make me happy unlike those .
erm . wad shud i sae nau ?
wad can i do to make myself happy agaen leh ?
feeling so complicated .
我选择恨你,就只有这样,我才能够帮自己解围 . . .
当一个人为了一件事而感到疲倦时,会想到很多事情...
尤其是往事 . 而我在这个时候 . 就感到了一阵莫名的空虚 .
也许事到如今 . 我还沉淀在我的虚幻世界里 , 对吧?
是时候该醒悟了 . 我告诉自己 .
心里或许还是放不下 . 所以常常会感到一丝的无奈 ...

juz nau chat wif hui yi . she said tml nid go sch nia ...
=="
for chinese project tingy if not wrong .
but onni ask for hui yi , mingfang , ci ping [got spell wrong mar ? (1/6)] , weihao n me .
diaox . weihao cant go cuz he go for his holidae .
mingfang got band . n left the three of us .
nid bring wad magic pens or wadeva .
perhaps do sum decoration which imm not gd at .
wa lao ! but . huiyi mention bout wad "si yi" which means emcee tingy .
ah ha ! we becum emcee . diaoXX . damn funny de .
and nau . imm imaging. . .
i noe im lame n thk too much le . so shall stop tt .

aiyor ... nid 8am reach there . no one pei me ... so sad .
weihao lor . go for his holidae at cameron highland .
then the rest in singapore .. sobxx ='(
i shall learn to be independent . but it's lonely eh .
then so early . take bus go meh ?
wad if traffic jam ? ahh !! my hp seems no money .
diaoooooxxxx ~~~
then i shall ask my mum drive me to m'sia custom at ...
7am ? or izzit too late or early ?
no jam bar . i hate tt lor . so irritating.
then i get hungry v often .. xDD
and no one pei me . no one pei me . NO ONE PEI ME !!!
wa~~~~~~ cryyyyy ...
sad lahx .
then i shall bring wad bag leh ?
tt brown coloured wif pink de roxy bag ?
it's damn big . n i LOVE BIG BAGsss ...
hahas . or juz bring my white zinc bag ?
sad agaen . it's a lil bit dirty behind . dunno how to clean it .
but cant wash tt !!!
hahas .
nvm . i see first . maybe will wear jacket ?
diaoXX. for wad ??? c first lahxx !! bye !!

2007-10-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

FROM NOW ON . I TOLD MYSELF TO HATE THE PERSON(S) WHO had/are :

-OFFENDED ME

-HURT ME

-BACKSTABBERS

-LIED TO ME

-SLUTS/BITCHES

-JERKS/BASTARDS

-ETC.

I HATE THEM . HATE TO THE CORE .

NO MATTER WHETHER YOU ARE WHO TO ME .

EVEN : FRENZ . CLASSMATES . OR WHOEVA .

I WILL HATE YOU .

DESPITE YOU MAY MAKE ME "HAPPY" BEFORE .

I HATE YOU . I HATE YOU . I HATE YOU .

YOU MEANT NTH TO ME .

YOU XUS IN MY WERLD .

2007-10-10T15:22:00.001+08:00

y0zz . tis word . din used for quite a long tym liaox .
holidae . i thk quite happy bar . maybe will go where .
maybe not . aiyo . no sch so sian . got sch so stress .
really dunno wad's suit me . cuz imm difficult in handling .
hahas ;))
maybe i will continue emo-ing to blog .
i'll be a poor attitude gal writing sum posts orh .
i may write sum bad things bout ppl .
hehes . "暗中讽刺" ... so bad ryte ? aiyor .
jkjk de lahx . but can consider .
todae . i will be tokin bout a topic .
human beings are selfish .
is fact lor .
ppl olwaes thk for themselves . they dun thk for others .
they take things for granted . no matter izzit things or ppl or juz wadeva .
n they din noe tt . when they do things without thking for others .
they might hav hurt them . n they din noe . tt's y .
sum frenz are like tt .
i can be like tt for tyms . but i try not when i try to .
cuz i tot for others . hahas xD
thus . sacrifice izn't a big thing to me when i did tt b4 .
although u might be hurting urself .
as u juz thk for others , but neglected ur ownself .
this is not a gd thing too .
but . aiyo . it's like tt .
there will be gd . there will be bad .
there will be white . there will be black .
there will be happy . there will be sad .
there will be start . there will be an end .

ytd bought teenage . cover page lee hom . so .
i dun lyk him anw . prefer jay betta .
then went to astroscoop . study for "cancer" de HOROSCOPE .
life is quite okae . said tt wad responsible n pretty gd leader qualities . hahas .
then got gd things de lahx .
as for love . it's like tt .
"what a way to begin the mth! if ur relationship is on the rocks, this is when the final blow will take place . u dun want it 2 happen , but ur relationship will end . it's not going to be a clean brk , and hurtful words will probably be exchanged ." abstracted from there de . no editing xcept shortening the words lahx .
wad do it mean by relationship on da rocks ? hard ? but the "ur relationship will end ."
it's quite hurtful . then not goin clean brk . eeekkkkssss. so PATHETIC .
hahas . imm so sarcastic seh .
but . i nt in relationship anw . so none of my business !!! hahas .
but for life is damn meaningful . wahahahahhasssss ~
dunno wad to post liaox . so boring nia ...
holidae ppl online de . but dunno wad them doin there .
perhaps playing online games ? i dun do tt . hahas .
not my cup of tea .
let me tok bout ytd bar .
after exam . me n weihao go cwp foodcourt there eat . n oso xiang xun . da big ju ren . hahas .
at there . we saw colette . 0mg . she seems like sae me n weihao wad wad wad .
dots lor . then saw jiahui n huei xin . jia hui oso like tt meaning .
plz . begging everyone . me n weihao is DEFINITELY IMPOSSIBLE .
n i meant it . after tt went to take bus .
CESLIE SPOTTED ME !
hahas . she finished her exam but went for her volleyball outing .
so gd . st john oso dun hav .
as in . we . sec ones .
juz sth like tt . . . buaiis .
so happy chatting wif my DEAR QUEEN MOTHER -shurong . and SWEETEST SISTERS - annie n swee teng . . . damn LOVE THEM . . .

SHURONG . ANNIE . SWEE TENG . I LOVE YOU ALL ~~~

2007-10-09T13:34:00.000+08:00

haix . even though eoy exams are nau all over le .
felt so l0st , agaen .
i dun lyk to be in 1/9 .
it makes me felt hurtful .
dunno y . n dun ask me for tt .
izzit tt i dislike sum ppl in class ? i dunno .
but . u see . i dun lyk jerry u noe . but i dun dislike him as in da feeling i had nau .
very odd . cant use words to describe .
aiyo . so emo . -.-
dunno y lahx . perhaps sth i kept in my heart v long . then i did not tell anyone .
but . i told shurong . hahas . my dear Queen .
i olwaes tell her my troubles de . dunno she finds it "fan" anot .
cuz it's like olwaes da same thing . hahas .
but muz really thx her for tt . i love her lots de !

feeling so empty . ahh ! cant stand it le lahx .
i dunno who to tok to eh . find a person but . will hesitate to tell the person .
as simple as tt . maybe i dun hav "real" frenz .
but shurong n other SJAB-ers . erm . sec ones i mean .
u guyz definitely stand a place in my heart !!! hahas .
s for da rest . dunno how to sae . primary school frenz .
oh plz . u guyz meant lots to me eh . hahas .
i shall share who are the most important frenz i hav .
100% = no one =="
99% = Jessie and Shu Rong ;))
98% = Annie , Swee Teng , An Ni , WeiHao , YanSheng , pri sch frenz and Sec Ones SJAB-ers .
97% = no one =="
96% = no one =="
95% = Jing Yee , Helen .
94% = Elysia , Jasmine , Ming Fang , gals in 1/9 . ya , boon jian n jia jun .
93% = no one =="
n tt's all .

ah ha ! where 1/9 guyz leh ? erm . they meant nth to mii except weihao n yansheng , boon jian n jia jun . weihao n yansheng noe for so long le . bj n jj . aiyo . project work marx .
da rest . . . erm . maybe . nth ... perhaps . unless special status lahx . but i thk no .
ya . tt's all . this is da "grading system" . but may changed . due to my feelings .
wad are frenz for . hav u tot of tt ?
frenz are meant to share . frenz can care about u . frenz , we shall not take it for granted . frenz , aren't they suppose to be by our side when we hav troubles or difficulties ?
i dun find most of my frenz doing these for mii . perhaps onni those in 99 % or 98 % .
they can be really true frenz . frenz shall not negelct each other . no , this can be a fact as well as my opinion . i once being neglected . thus . i dunno wad frenz real mean .
primary school frenz real mean lots to mii . but after separated , it seem to be a distance .
haix . then sec sch frenz . no . i dun hav lots frenz in sec sch .
i hav onni a FEW . the rest . 表面上虽然说是朋友,可是却不是真的... perhaps for sum .
in my eyes u are juz my classmate , but not a fren .
really . frenz are not juz temporary . they can be permanent . but sum "frenz" are really not frenz . perhaps this is a cold war between them .
like i said b4 . i suck in expressing . i dun really communicate to ppl well .
maybe this is da reason y i olwaes "emo"... emo . i really can award "ms emo" in class .
hahas . sum tym , when i emo . either means tt imm thking of sth ( memories ) OR tt imm sad .
but there seems no frenz care bout tt . n this is da way i am .
when imm serious . i meant it .
juz like in st john . seniors so fierce . so must oso be serious . n tt's y in games tym i oso "serious"... when i not happy wif a person . i treat the person coldly . but not olwaes like tt .
i dun lyk ppl hang around wif me ? no . i shud sae . i dun like ppl purposely hanging around wif others in front of me . well . i dunno wad im toking abt too . perhaps . i once wrote in my chinese compo . sth like tt . "有时我根本并不了解自己,就入自己下一步该怎么做,在想什么,自己根本都不知道.当然, 我也不否认自己可能不愿意让别人走进我的内心世界.因为我有时候就像个孤癖的人,不太会与人沟通." still rmb . when ppl wanna read my compo . i'll reject . cuz' in my compo i v emo de . so dun wan ltr ppl influence by it .

forgotten when is the laz tym tt i was really happy . for jessie's thingy . of course imm happy . but still left sth . dunno wad izzit anw .
dunno wad to type le . cuz if i type regarding above tingy , imm getting myself more n more sad . hmm . todae lit paper . still okay lahx . but dunno y . in da middle of exam . suddenly felt v cold . hands cold cold de . then drink water . then go toilet . =="
dunno wad's wrong wif class . if im not wrong . izzit they not interested in lit or wad .
sum how when i raised my head to luk in front . like all in front ppl lay their head on the table nia. so . . .
who can make me happy ? really happy . i mean .
aiyo . desperate liiaoxx . no cure for tt . stay emo foreva ? shud i ?
wish to forget sth . but it seems tt i cant . tell u a secret . in my hp alot secrets leh .
hahas . not in inbox eh . but sumwhere u dunno . except for me , and shurong !
my "bu neng shuo de mi mi " . i memorize till half le . maybe in holidae can finish it off bar .
but so wad i finish . who shall i play it to ?
til here bar . dunno will post another one todae anot . so LONELY .
`waHaHaHaHasss ~

2007-10-06T11:28:00.001+08:00

waHaHaHaHassss~~

g0t a lil bit crazy .

nau i thk still alryte liaox .

sis went bac to KL this morning .

then around 8+ they tok so loud .

cuz imm still slping .

so they cant left me alone in hse .

n da door open big big de .

making my ears damn pain ahh !!

perhaps onni this way can wake me up .

cuz if i really slp .

even my hp rings n i wun even wake up lor .

like earlier . exam perios i kip slping .

as in taking a nap lahx .

but my nap v long de .

2-3 hr... hahas^^

so during tt tym in anyone msg me will nid to wait for a LONG tym for my reply.

n the ringtone i used wasn't sad sad tt kind .

is : philosopher

fan fan's zhe xue jia . v cute eh .

so . even tt song cant wake me up,

this can show sth. imm a slping pig...

hahassss--

anw . todae activity as follow:

`teach alvin ..

`revision ..

`practice "bu neeng shuo de mi mi" ..

` ???

no more...

oh ya !!! eat !!!

dunno y... so hungry ah...

morning eat le .

todae no piano lesson . sian ar .

laz wk dun hav due to wedding dinner .

todae cher sore throat .

next wk hari raya, ryte ?

aiyor. maybe got make up lesson bar .

hope cher get well soon ;DD

then nau oso studying lit . the identifying quotes .

cant rmb so much eh . =="

try my best lo !!!

anw . JiAy0Usss to everyone .

2 more to go !!!

ya.. one more thing.

my bloGG hor .

the stupid spammer really v XUS eh .

n oso .

2nd tym .

ppl faking other's name to tag in here .

victims : wanchiao and me .

it's pretty quite lame lor .

PLZ STOP TT, for godness' sake .

khaaes ?

buhbyesss.... wann slp gaennnn=="

2007-10-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

in a sudden . i dunno wad to type eh .
let me recall . nau feeling got abit confused .
as in . happy + sad .
happy . cuz still left math paper 2 n lit le .
another thing is that . ytd saw jessie n howard kor.
damn happy .
long tym din c them le .
especially jessie . i got chat wif her eh . n she talked to mi, too .
hahas . then i ask her for msn n her hp no . ((:
v happy cuz of this . ytd n todae i msg her . n she reply !!! ^^
even if she reply me wif a msg or even a single answer like "okay". .
i oso happy le . cuz long tym din chat wif jess le xDD

another thing . regarding imm sad . i dunno y .
nau . i sad . n i dunno bcuz of wad .
felt lost in a jungle . n i dunno where shud i go .
n, no one by my side, too . juz sth like tt .
two more days to go . for eoy .
then maybe going out wif frenz ? dunno lahx .
maybe go kboxx? sing out lungs . maybe will cry at there .
when singing sum songs tt remind me of sad memories ?
perhaps . n i dunno .

our sjab sec ones' blog was discovered by the sec twos seniors .
g0t few lyk not happy like tt .
diaoXX . our blog still tag bout their comments .
lyk all our fault . especially sumone seems picking on me .
but i wun mind . really .
hahas . n i thk they shudn't be like this . cuz its our blog .
we hav our freedom de . khaes ?
out of activity dun make us angry .
cuz' we may not like it .
n moreover . i hope they will thk b4 they post .
as in tag. can they promise tt they did not post bad things bout us ?
i admit tt we may not be "devoted" to sjab like them .
plz. we are juz sec ones . maybe next year we will leh ? o.O
who can predict future ?

dunno wad to post . dun wish studying nau .
confused le . =="
but why ...
trying to forget sum sad memories .
but i cant . tt's y i told myself to recall those happy memories .
even if canot happen anymore . it can still remain as the beautiful memories tt i once had .
even if i get myself more n more sad .
i thk most of u . wants me to be happy bar . ryte ?
cheerful ? i told myself to .
but quite tiring when i can make sum one happy, yet i cant do it on myself .
felt useless . cuz i promise my heart not to hurt it anymore .
but i broke my promise . times by times . 3 in total .
hahas . i still go and count . tupid ryte ? ><

havent finish learning "bu neng shuo de mi mi"...
aiyor. exam period . an excuse i gav for myself .
hahas . i noe how to play . but i juz cant rmb the notes .
i short-term memory de mar .
even ytd wad i eat i oso forgot le . really .
but if i really completely finisg learning it .
i would want to play for the person i lyk :))
hehes... but aiyor . once "curse" by sum one .
so nau my pwince.... ahh!!
i lyk him but he dunno .
diaoXX. lame ryte .
i dunno wad imm tokin bout .
aiyor.
till here le bar . tired . le .
` ` 傻瓜 shall stop here ~~
rmb SMiLe n LauGh orh --
i lyk u smile " u once told mii tt .

2007-09-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

0mg. this blogskin is DAMN RED de..
my eyes pain liaox.
i'll try to change it when i got tym.
busy wif revision...
help lahx.
hahas. my eyes nau blur blur de...
so sum post... u might n0t clearly da words.
plz tolerate....
i'll change it.
cuz at first i wan it is cuz da words DAMN MEANINGFUL.
my feelings for nau is same as tt...
hahas,. not funny lor... =="
i nau EXTREMELY not happy.
n this few daes i can explode anytym.
betta watch out n dun make me angry.
i hate 1/9 liaox.
yet still so noisy..
shameless lahx...
cant spare a tot for others meh.
izzit tt everyone muz "pei he" ur "show"...
who do u thk u are.
king ar? or queen?
thk i scared mehx.
sum are jerks n sluts.
luckily next 2 wks exams.
or else... i shure... explode in class.
this is a warning.
last warning.
DUN TOK SO LOUD IN CLASS.
enclosed area. my ears will pain de.
so selfish for wad. can earn money mehx.
i oledi bu shuang sitting behind in class liao lor...
n i dun like PPL ACTING IN FRONT OF MII.
u shud noe who u are.
disgusting lor.. ur acting.... voice gonna let mi vomit.
n.
the other thing. i noe some of u are not happy wif mii.
i noe. dun thk i dunno.
if bu shuang then sae lahx. u thk i care.
simply POOR ATTITUDE to me.
bleahx.

anw. i noe i shud relac..
these few daes. kia chyi jie seemed regain smile .
as in diff from past few mths.
happy for her.
as for mii... izzit tt i shud continue to be sad?
u guyz juz simply dun spare a tot for mii.
把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上...
or izzit mii?
把别人的快乐建立在自己的痛苦上...
虽然真得很痛，却没人了解。
我只能把自己封锁在一个角落。你们根本没察觉过。
就算笑，并不是发自内心真正的笑。
是否该放弃了？是否该醒悟了？
我不知道。一次又一次的伤害了我的心，我却告诉自己要对他有信心。。
即使是个很笨的决定。泪也决堤了。可是，还是无法自拔。。。
因为，心已经有决定要属于谁了。。。
加油。我告诉自己。。。
我会坚强。。。

dunno y... izzit born in 8 july de ppl these few mths v unlucky...
i go c lcp benjamin's blog... he seemed oso like fall out of love like tt...
aiyo... we 同病相怜cuz born on same bdae but diff year.
who can help mii? make me really happy agaen?
oso... laz but not least. hope lcp benjamin can jiayou... hahas.
he so funny eh... wif his hairstyle.. xDD

buaiiisss. ((:

2007-09-25T17:13:00.001+08:00

heLLo..
todae dunno y leh... ytd oso...
emo emo emo...
wad the... kip emo... i oso tired liaox lah...
but dunno how to stop "emo-ing" leh...
aiyor... i got lil bit odd le...
maybe "Die" is a gd choice...
but. i scared of dying... cuz i still hav dreams havent cum true...
n i hav not found my pwince who live in my heart for all this while... ((:
tt'z y...
haix... emo emo emo !!! help lahx.
i dun dare to slash my wrist... cing the blood cuming out is pretty quite disgusting.
even though imm first aider...
but.. yucks..
aiyor... wad m i thking about.
n hor... elysia n jingyee... i thk da two of u too "nervous" le lahx.
i havent decide da match lor... maybe will cancel...
elysia. ur CL like so unwilling lor... as if imm forcing himm.
i not this kind of ppl lor. i HATE forcing ppl.
i dun wan ltr he sae i point a gun at himm wanna him to agree lor.
like tt i very "shou wei qu" leh. n i havent tell eugene kor yet.
unless he seen da post liao lor,...
aiyo.. anw...heck care... i wann cry !!!
then todae during eng lesson... finish my muvee review.
after or b4 tt? i forget le...
da mr wad... i oso forgot le...
he n one auntie...
hr very CRUEL !!!
he cut away my fren...
haix.. miss my fren de leh...
every recess when i emo...
they will accompany me...
but nau.
it went away... so SAD !!!
sob nia...
it LEFT mii...
y,.... y muz they left me behind. left me alonne?
simply desperate...
buaiis...
perhaps wun online this few daes unless wad...
cuz imm "K-ing" books...
hahas.\
EOY exams..
to all... : JIAYOUs and best wishes.

rmb. SMILE n LAUGH...
`傻瓜shall end here...
she was sad todae... =="

2007-09-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

BLEAHXXXX.

erm. sry,. got a lil bit crazy in my mind.

plz tolerate. thank you for ur co-operation...

wakakakassss>>>

so sian lahxx.

no no no...

i v buzy de...

still got homework havent do...

still got lots lahx...

aiyor.

dunno wad to type lahx.

ytd quite happy dunno y...

perhaps i "xiang tong " le.

hahas...

ya... ytd chat wif da "young master" uncle CL...

hahas...

sry ar...

my mind nau lil sot le...

then hor...

i ask him whether hor...

wanna a so called "challenge"...

bball match wif eugene kor...

anw. i havent tell him bout it...

cuz i chat wif eugene kor then uncle CL...

wahahahassss.

so wonder if they two wanna match... c who will win.

then i giv him... a...hmm...

chocolate !!! hahas.

nau then thk of it.

anw. i sports idiot.

so... got bball match 1-1 or muz it be 3-3?

i dunno lahx...

plz giv me some comments on this.

n the two guyz ar...

errr... dun reject cuz the reward onni chocolate leh...

plz lahx... play play onni marx.

at most... i sponsor water lor....

at most my pocket got hole lor...

hahas...

aiyor...

plz accept the challenge...

maybe after exams...

then i arrange date...

muz listen to mii hor...

khaes...

plz lahxx.

SMILE nn LAUGH...

` ` 傻瓜shall end here..

#muz hav confidence in urself.

dun giv up/ giv a conclusion

when u hav not even try...

rmb my words ~~

jiayous!!

2007-09-22T21:04:00.001+08:00

YEAH. IMM H.U.R.T.
ya. SERIOUSLY HURT.
i cant doo nth anymore....
wad m i tokin about.
i dunno.
i dunno everything.
i hate you... hahas ^^
jkjk... byes.
simply very short de post.. .
rmb orh.
I HATE YOU BERRI MUCH.
hahahahahahhahassss...

2007-09-21T20:21:00.000+08:00

sceond post for todae lahxx.

BLEAHXXXX..

so sian at home.

tml nid doo plenty of homework liaox.

got eng, lit,math,sci,hcl,art, piano, tuition,.

0h my...

i gonnaa die le lahxxx.

dunno wad to type...

currently... happy?

i dunno leh.

sumhow still a lil bit 'emo' in class..

everything ended?!

huh? i oso dunno wad imm typing.......

happy?sad? help...

i sae i happy... but izzit really?

i sae imm sad... but y?

aiyorr.

so COMPLICATED le..

told my mum i wan go for a haircut.

she said on sundae then tell her...

n hor... if i go cut... i'll cut it quite short leh...

cuz nauadays the weather dunno y so HOT.

like wanna burn my skin...

~~~help~~~

nth to sae le...

i go practice my 'secret'...

muhahahahas... wakakakakasss... xDD

happy + happy = eXtreme happy !!!

anw ytd then noe jasmine `laogong stead le...

congrats... hope she will hav a great tym wif her guy...

mii...

wa~~~ so sad.

no lahxx. got frenz accompany mii... so, STEAD IS 'nth' in my mind..

"gai wang le ni dui bu dui"... nice song... hmm...

got feel in this song...

this song explains my feelings... wahahaha... xPP

gtg... bye bye... gd nites. luv ya... muack muack... ^^

2007-09-21T13:54:00.000+08:00

nau..

in sch.

todae eng still... haix.

so-so lahx.

finally finish my acid xpress tingyle.

quite happy..

simply love this song..

"when u sae nth at all"...

damn touching...

especially da part...

the smile...

there's a truth in ur eyes.....

the touch of ur hand...

like tis part most.... hahas.

dunno y... abit angry + sad?

y...y...y...

i dunno...

todae ming fang bought m&m choco for mii...

hahas. love her lots...

juz sth like tt...

buhbyes... v tired le...

2007-09-20T17:39:00.000+08:00

0mg. i thk im addicted.
as in blogging. cuz i online too many daes le. alwaes blog.
my mummy gonna scold me? no lahx.
tml EOY starts lahx.
ENGLISH !!! wa~~~
scared nia... i wann PASS !!!
jiayou to mii n everyone orh... hahas.
todae CD and Dance quite fun... Dance i mean.
i regaiined SMILE n LAUGH le !!!
congrats to mii...
quite happy. but after tt sad agaen cuz of sth... which include.
muzci acid xpress + homec havent finish.
math lesson i almost cried.
scary lahx.. if i juz blink my eyes. the tears shure cum out wan.
but cher around.. dun dare =="
after sch. went canteen.
do homec wif jasmine laogong.
after tt hand in da CD ws.. xiangrong n jerry oledi made me desperate le...
n nau. juz onni left wif this guy.
all bcoz of the "young master" - mr lee choon long...
dance asked him. no reply. instead went away.
I SO SCARY meh? collect ws onni marx. will kill u izzit?
then. lit. handsign boonjian asked him hand in. like blur lor.
ACT ACT ACT.. ?!
told mingfang ask him hand in to mi after sch then went math class...
show wad attitude wor.. u thk u v big izzit? so wad if u taller than mii?
i noe i short marx. cannot like tt bully de wad.
anw. u thk i care.
diaoXX. nau i so angry le... o.O
all ur fault lahx... jkjk... xDD
nth nth... i juz went crazy in a sudden.
bleahx ><

ps. currently learning "secret" da theme song...
hahas. i'll juz play it to my loved ones orh.
in my heart... onni him... muhahahas.
then family + frenz. ^(oo)^v

bye bye. i go act obedient study le..
chocolates?... ferrero rocher... got spell wrong marx??? hahas.

2007-09-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

wad da. . . .
juz nau i post. n there nth is here.
wa lao...
anw. main topic is tt.
i saw EUGENE at the interchange there...
hahas. both so shocked..

then todae pe so many incidents. mingfang injured. me too.
but cant compare to hers.. cuz mine's nth at all.
thenn...?!
mt i got tears in my eyes.
regret for sth. n0t wad u thk khaes.
it's a year ago de tingy...
recess emo agaen.
yansheng "nan de" will saae i emo wor... hahas.
then after sch samantha treat ice cream.
her bdae marx.
RS SJAB SEC ONES 2007 ROX !!!
cuz i found myself happier wif them rather than IN CLASS.
1/9 seemed lil sux in my mind.
then nth le lahx.
hope i'll be as happy as cheerful like i used to be.

tml cp zhenghui - mickeymouse birthdae.
hahas. we intend send a msg to him nia.
but my hp... ahh! broke agaen..
bleahx..

2007-09-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

EMO-ING AGAEN.

todae n ytd..
i dun wan anymore.
really tired.
getting sickening of it.
who can make me happy agaen?

tired..
imm dead. soon.
emo emo emo !!!
xinyu sae i nid go c psychologist...
gd idea....
i will consider.
n imm serious.

or perhaps met an accident.
then i really "loss of memory"...
perhaps everything will went bac to normal agaen.
i dunno u, u dunno mii.
n this blog is not going to survive anymore.
hahas.
how i wish... i can LOSS MY MEMORY.
everything will not be like tt anymore.
i mean. i will not be sad + emo le.

haixx.
CHEER UP !!!
bleahx.
i dun lyk tml....

2007-09-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

hehes.

todae... nau i mean.

imm goin to teach u sth...

hahas.

imm conducting a lesson ryte nau !!!

Q: How do you treat your heart?

and the solution is.

first u'll hav to add "salt"...

to make it more pain n hurtful.

then, u thk of those u hate?! de scenes u saw...

n u kip saying a spell...

which is:

he/she dun lyk mii anymore.

he/she n he/she are more compatible n suitable.

im juz an extra person.

i shudn't be appearing in their life.

i cant be an obstracle.

then...

if u feel lyk crying... NO WAY.

make it more cruel...

neva eva cry.

u r a loser if u do so.

after tt...

check ur phone got anythg bout him/her things.

DELETE. even is a reminder of birthdae.

when u once stead. when u brk.

DELETE his/her contact.

everything will be fine from nau on.

no more crying.

u r on ur own nau.

U R INDEPENDENT nau.

forget everything.....

tell urself. u will live betta without him/her.

is this solution work?

to u i dunno. but i okay...

cuz i told a lie.

so. hav to use a cruel way... hahas.

more effective marx..?